This sounds totally lame and i'm sure it's just because of the pregnancy hormones but i'm seriously feeling so down about the pregnancy lately. I'm excited to be pregnant and finally having a home birth but I have NO ONE to share my excitement with around me. I have on IRL friend that lives just down the street that just had a home birth in April but I can't ONLY talk to her about. I would drive her nuts! Other than that no one else understands. I'm really wishing I had more natural birth minded friends close by that I could talk to. Sometimes I seriously hate living in Utah where if your not induced at 39 weeks with an OB something is wrong with you. I have hardly told anyone about this pregnancy aside from family and facebook friends, which most of those don't care or don't want to talk home birth with me. I just wish I had more IRL friends that were close enough for me to talk to about this.
Don't get me wrong, you guys have been amazing support and some awesome friends! Sometimes a woman just needs to talk to another woman face to face about things. Though I wouldn't trade any of the friendships I have made on this board for the world! You guys truly are amazing women! With out most of you I wouldn't be planning this home birth today! Thank you so much for your support and encouragement! I would give you all a great big huge hug right now if I could!