So... at 16w pregnant and having found an ob would has agreed to deliver me, I am still wondering if this is the right choice for me. So I have the name and number of a local mid-wife who would most likely deliver me if I called her. I really want a totally natural birth experience. I also want a care provider who will have full trust and faith in my abilities. But I also have slight fear of rupture. One of the ladies in our ICAN group did rupture. Her and baby are ok. So... what to do. I am so torn. What would you do.
Just as a side note for those who don't know I am a VBA3C scenario.