Yep crazy things for sure. So I was thinking about how my insurance wont let me do a home delivery, at least what we have now, and so my only choice other than my OB is the midwives that are a 45 minute drive away and work in a hospital. Well most of you know I'm not too keen on another hospital birth, it just seems that my birth is out of my control, like I don't have much of a say in how things go with the birth of my child. Anyway, so I came up with this crazy plan. I'll wait as long as I can to go to the hospital, like until I hit transition, my transition lasts around 45 minutes, then head in. That way if I do actually make it to the hospital then they wouldn't have a chance to do stuff I don't want them to do. lol. Just a thought, not a plan. Though having my baby at home or in the car on the way to the hospital would for sure give me more of the birth I want. I would much rather have a midwife at my house and everything be peaceful and calm.
Just wanted to let you guys know that I have officially lost my mind due to lack of sleep.
Just a last point, I don't think I would actually do this. So no criticizing please. I'm just frustrated and disappointed that I will most likely end up with another hospital birth unless something changes between now and the next pregnancy. But this scenario should give you gals an idea of how badly I want a home birth or at least an out of hospital birth.