I've mentioned before that I suffer from pretty severe panic disorder and my anxiety is sky high right now. This is due to baby being breech and my utter terror of having a c-section. I know the panic isn't helping him or me, but I can't make it stop on my own and am not comfortable with taking tranquilizers while pg.
I need to find a way to be okay with the idea of a possible c-section. Doing my hypnobabies actually makes me feel worse now b/c I feel like it's slapping me in the face since I probably won't be able to give birth vaginally now.
I know some of you have probably faced this same issue with preparing for NCB only to discover that a c-section is required. I'd appreciate any encouragement you can provide. I just want to burst into tears and crawl into a hole right now.