First off- yay to see new people over here!!! That makes my day. Welcome!
Aaand.... I'm off the TTC train officially for a while. I am SO BUMMED!! DH had an appointment with our Dr. today for his allergies so he asked about my MRI and such-
My back is really really screwed up. Worse than we originally thought. So bad that the doctor told DH that if I got pregnant and had a baby I would more than likely die or end up paralyzed. When DH told me I laughed because it sounded so absurd. Then DH looked at me like I lost my mind and told me he was serious. Oh my.
It feels so weird to go from trying so hard to get pregnant to fearing it.
So now I'm waiting to hear from the spinal surgeon. Hopefully it won't be too long.
The good news is our doctor told DH that he is committed to helping me figure out what's going on with the whole fertility thing and everything once my back is in order. I feel like he really cares about us and is super supportive.
So, that was a whole book to say that I won't be TTC for a while. But I will be sticking around, and starting next cycle I will be temping again so I'll have lots of info once we address this infertility issue.