Well ladies on to another month. AF was there when I got up this morning. I'm really bumbed today cause I have never been 4 days late in my life. Even my doc was excited cause he thought it might be, but alas onto another month. So I start back on the clomid Sunday. I only have 4 months this time cause he said he would have to send me back to an RE. I cant afford that again, my insurance doesnt cover it, Im paying for my own college classes on top of my regular bills so you cant get blood out of a turnip.
Sorry I'm ranting, just very PMSy today. The Fiance is taking me to see the movie Secretariet tonight to cheer me up so I am looking forward to that.
Tacie, thanks for ur post today, but we can be cycle buddies this month maybe we'll both get lucky
Have a good weekend everyone!
Dawn and Tacie looks like we are all cycle buddies or close.
Dawn I dont know how you have done it for so long. Mine has been almost 3 yrs and after this last attempt w/ clomid I'm probably gonna give up cause I cant afford anything else. I know Ive gotten to the point where I expect AF and dont even wonder if I might be because I dont want to be disappointed. Heck I cant believe I waited to after AF was a few days late to test this past month. I know the feeling of sitting there month after month just holding that test straining to see a 2nd hit of a pink line, even holding it up to the light to see if maybe it is just too light to really be seen.
All I can say at this point is there might be a different plan for me and if I make it into med school maybe Ill be the one that can cure infertility in the future. I do feel things happen for a reason. I hate having to say that all the time, but the reality of it is its true. So we all just need to hang in there and pray that a unknow cosmos miracle will occur. It completely stinks in the mean time. If you need anything please let me know. I'm just a message or phone call away. We can cry together.