Another month starting with AF
So, most of you know that I have been TTC for 6 yrs. I had a fibroid the size of an infants head taken out in June. I honestly thought this was going to be our month as I planned :lovebed: perfectly. Nope, I spotted Saturday (brightfor a few times, nothing yesterday, only to get up today to have spotting again. I am so disappointed yet again. I had my hopes up only to be let down again. I feel like a huge failure & I'm sick of people looking at me with pity in their eyes. The worst part is I found out last week that a girl we hang out with is pregnant. She was pregnant last year. Got back with her boyfriend, was pushing him to move to the area. Well, July 4th weekend, she was breaking up with him b/c he would not make a commitment. He ended up being talked into proposing that weekend by her friend, and now they are pregnant :rolleyes: Sounds like she had this planned esp since I found out she went off her birth control in June.
I am so disappointed. I feel like crawling in a hole & never coming out.