Another month starting with AF

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combatcutie's picture
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Another month starting with AF

So, most of you know that I have been TTC for 6 yrs. I had a fibroid the size of an infants head taken out in June. I honestly thought this was going to be our month as I planned :lovebed: perfectly. Nope, I spotted Saturday (brightfor a few times, nothing yesterday, only to get up today to have spotting again. I am so disappointed yet again. I had my hopes up only to be let down again. I feel like a huge failure & I'm sick of people looking at me with pity in their eyes. The worst part is I found out last week that a girl we hang out with is pregnant. She was pregnant last year. Got back with her boyfriend, was pushing him to move to the area. Well, July 4th weekend, she was breaking up with him b/c he would not make a commitment. He ended up being talked into proposing that weekend by her friend, and now they are pregnant :rolleyes: Sounds like she had this planned esp since I found out she went off her birth control in June.

I am so disappointed. I feel like crawling in a hole & never coming out.

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:bigarmhug::bigarmhug::bigarmhug::bigarmhug: Oh girlie, you've been through the wringer! Sorry to hear that AF showed - I am so heartbroken for you! Your friend sounds like she needs a kick in the a$$ - I know she's your friend and it's not nice for me to say that but that's terrible she has tricked her bf into a proposal with a baby and it's not fair that you and your SO are having such a hard time. Sad
I know that my words are about the same worth as old chewed bubble gum but I am sending you a hug and lots of love and support to you and am praying for you everyday!

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"tacie" wrote:

:bigarmhug::bigarmhug::bigarmhug::bigarmhug: Oh girlie, you've been through the wringer! Sorry to hear that AF showed - I am so heartbroken for you! Your friend sounds like she needs a kick in the a$$ - I know she's your friend and it's not nice for me to say that but that's terrible she has tricked her bf into a proposal with a baby and it's not fair that you and your SO are having such a hard time. Sad
I know that my words are about the same worth as old chewed bubble gum but I am sending you a hug and lots of love and support to you and am praying for you everyday!

Thanks tacie it is so hard to watch people like this have children. I honestly don't feel like they are my friends, they are hubby's friends.

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Dawn, I'm sorry to hear AF showed. I'm feeling like you are feeling right now after the news i got from my doc today. I'm completely depressed tonight and frankly as much as I love my friends, I am tired of them calling me asking me advise about their pregnancies or how to handle their children. i know they call cause they trust me and know I am medically certified and can answer their questions, but as u well know and feel, i dont want to hear about their pregnancies when month after month and test after test i keep getting bad news.

It's hard to stay positive when all u r hit with is disappointment.

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"cherylfhorn" wrote:

Dawn, I'm sorry to hear AF showed. I'm feeling like you are feeling right now after the news i got from my doc today. I'm completely depressed tonight and frankly as much as I love my friends, I am tired of them calling me asking me advise about their pregnancies or how to handle their children. i know they call cause they trust me and know I am medically certified and can answer their questions, but as u well know and feel, i dont want to hear about their pregnancies when month after month and test after test i keep getting bad news.

It's hard to stay positive when all u r hit with is disappointment.

Thanks Cheryl. I'm sorry about the news you received today. I am a pm away if you need to talk

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Dawn,

I am so very sorry AF showed! How disappointing! We are here for you though honey!!!

:bigarmhug: :bigarmhug: :bigarmhug: :bigarmhug:

How are you doing? Are you holding up? Yes, it is hard watching people like that have children when the rest of us struggle so badly! Makes me sick!

Sending you lots of love!