I am SOOO sorry Danielle
~ Tacie's Space ~ TTC #1 since Jan 01, 2006
Thank you all for the hugs and well wishes!
I've been rather depressed over the past few days. I had started to feel a little better last night about the entire situation. I reminded myself that I had wanted to have both a boy and a girl-- and that I've been hoping for twins so that I don't have to go through all of this again. Therefore, it was good that we were doing it again, so that I had a better chance of that happening... I went in this morning for my baseline. No cysts. So I'll be starting injections again tomorrow night I'm guessing... I'll know for sure when they call me this afternoon.
Here's the thing though. I got a phone call from the pharmacy this morning, informing me that I had reached my cap with my insurance, and that I would be owing more money than usual. I was unaware that I had a cap on infertility meds.... So I called to ask about all of the details. My insurance was covering 50% of my meds. Now we have to pay all of it. Dr.'s appts, IUI's, and such are still covered- just not the Rx's. I'm starting to feel really depressed again. This is litterally our last shot for quite a while now. It's tough enough having had to pay 50%. We simply can't afford to pay for it all-- especially since they've taken me up a dose to be more agressive. Insurance has basically covered the first 12 vials of this cycle. At 2 a day it looks like I'll be having to pay for the 2nd 1/2 of this cycle completely out of pocket... And that's if they leave it at 2 and don't increase in the middle of it all. GGGGRRRRRR.
If it doesn't work this time, I'll pretty much just accept defeat... At least for a few years. I'm trying not to think about it, because I know the stress isn't good. But so far I haven't been able to help it.
Oh, and on top of it all, I'm sick. My sinuses/ allergies have got me all messed up. I am miserable!