I'm here. I'm sorry. Was just laying low. Feel so depressed lately. I'm not even sure what to do with myself. For some reason, getting this bfn was worse than any before. Maybe because it's been a few months since I got one. Or one more reminder of what I lost. Not sure. Just know I"m feeling so low. AF started yesterday. So at least the clomid is making me have cycles.
You started your meds right? I'm so excited for you!!
Aww nooo! I'm sending Super Big hugs to you!!! I know it sucks, but I know you'll see that BFP again!! It is good to have normal cycles again though, because at least you know you're ovulating! So I know it's going to happen for you!! Are you doing clomid again?
Yes I started, I'm on day 3 of clomid, and we inject the bravelle on Wednesday.. I go in for ultrasound on Friday morning..
We are doing well, just leaving it in the hands of God. I've come to the terms with I'll probably never be a mom, but I still have my days that I believe I will (granted, they are definitely getting fewer & fewer)
Aww Combat! ((HUGS)) I think you're going to be a mom! I hope it does happen soon for you guys, for all of us! What was the issue? Do you O? Have you tried IUI, etc.
As for me, I didn't feel anything on the clomid.. I was hot a few times but I was outside or was just getting in from being outside in 80 degree weather so I'm sure that had nothing to do with the clomid.. I just did my Bravelle shot, and I was terrified but turns out it didn't hurt.. Now I just hope it works, I always assume meds either never work, or work too much, smh.
Please call me Dawn. I had endometriosis and a huge fibroid on my uterus. DH had low motility. We did clomid 6 times, 2 combined with IUI (so trigger was also involved and progesterone) Then we did 4 months of injections, 1 w/IUI trigger, progesterone shot. Finally DH & I decided that it was just costing too much and we decided to stop. Well in all this time of doing this, I had a fibroid growing on top of my uterus that I fought with each fertility doctor to take out, but they said it wasn't bothering anything and to let it go. So finally after all my attempts at IUI, I went to see my OBGYN b/c I was having mid cycle bleeding (and I'm not talking about a little, I'm talking a lot kind of like I had my cycle) and he did an ultra sound and the fibroid grew again. So he said it needed to come out. He did my surgery and it took 6 hours, but he was able to save everything (losing a tube or having a hysterectomy may have happened). When I went for my follow up, he told me that it was the size of a newborns head and was growing down the wall and into my uterus/tubes. So if they morons would have listened to me, I whole heartedly believe I would have been pregnant. But they thought they knew best and wasted my time and money. Now, DH is content without children. He says if it happens it happens, but he will not go back for treatments. He says he is too old to have a child now. He just turned 40.
I hope it works for you. What is Bravelle? A trigger? Have you tried other meds? I saw a lot of girls use Femara, but none of my doctors would prescribe it. What are the reasons you are using meds?