I'm stuck between hope and despair right now. We used clomid successfully with our 2 boys, but this time we are on month 5 with 1 month left. Hubby and I are starting to get tired of the having to have sex (not just for fun), I have all this pent up anger that I can't release. I just want to have another baby. I know I'm blessed to have the ones I do, but I want one more. Just one. please!
I don't have any symptoms with clomid like I did before, just hot flashes. I'm on 150mg right now. You'd think I would feel something a little bit more. Anything. We're in the time of the having to have sex again. Trying to spice things up as much as we can so it isn't work. But it just sucks. I just wish I was normal. I wish I could just say - this is the month! And it would happen.