I'm stuck between hope and despair right now. We used clomid successfully with our 2 boys, but this time we are on month 5 with 1 month left. Hubby and I are starting to get tired of the having to have sex (not just for fun), I have all this pent up anger that I can't release. I just want to have another baby. I know I'm blessed to have the ones I do, but I want one more. Just one. please!
I don't have any symptoms with clomid like I did before, just hot flashes. I'm on 150mg right now. You'd think I would feel something a little bit more. Anything. We're in the time of the having to have sex again. Trying to spice things up as much as we can so it isn't work. But it just sucks. I just wish I was normal. I wish I could just say - this is the month! And it would happen.
I dont' know if I am for sure or not. We've moved out of state and my Dr. isn't really involved (we'll be switching). Last Friday through this Wednesday are supposed to be my fertile times. We just did the dance and it hurt really bad with each thrust (TMI) like a horrible uterine cramp. grr!
I know they are expensive and completely not always easy to read, but if I were you I would but some ovulation strips (I think they come in 30 a vial) over the counter. This really helped me determine a little better when I was ovulating or going to. I gave me a better piece of mind so at least I didn't feel so out of control. Then if it comes up negative all the time, that is something you can take to your doctor as well.
Good Luck and KUP, I know its rough, many of us have been on here for lots of years, but just remember we are all here for support.