Not so good news

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cherylfhorn's picture
Joined: 08/24/08
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Not so good news

Well ladies these past 2 days have been stressful and not what I wanted to hear. I had my ultrasound done yesterday and the doc said everything looked normal except for a few very small cysts which he wasnt worried about, but since i was on day 13 of my cycle that was not good cause that means I am still not ovulating.

I then had my HSG procedure today, which I will tell you I don't know what was different this time but it was probably some of the worst pain I have ever gone thru. The last one was nothing like this one. this time they inserted a balloon inside and blew it up before the dye. I almost passed out from the pain and yes I had taken IBU before hand.

My left tube is fine and completely normal, but my right one is almost completely blocked. all the scar tissue he removed last year has grown back and he said hardly anything came thru. But he still wants to give everything one more try cause he said all u need is one good egg and 1 tube. He is going to try me back on clomid for another 3 to 4 months and see what happens. If I dont get pg then he is going to send me to another specialist and I may have to undergo surgery again or look into IVF.

So cross your fingers for me that i might be lucky on clomid this time. Since I'm officially back in the game I'll be on here a lot more. And a bit of good news is I am officially engaged and if we can work it out we are going to try to get married over my christmas break. maybe just fly to Vegas cause neither one of us wants to go thru the whole wedding hoopla. Im starting a diet now as well of course so I can fit into a nice dress..and hopefully it will help me get pg as well.

combatcutie's picture
Joined: 04/04/07
Posts: 2133

Chery, I am so sorry about the bad news. When I read nothing came through, I immediately thought there was a blockage b/c that is what happened to me last time & my right tube was blocked. I am praying for you. I know exactly what you are going through. I think I am the only one left from the girls that started with me that didn't have a baby. I was hoping that this surgery where they removed that huge fibroid would help, but I'm doubtful now. I can't afford IVF, so if I don't have a miracle, I will never be a mom. Please remember, I am only a pm away if you need to talk/vent/cry/scream b/c I know exactly how you feel

cherylfhorn's picture
Joined: 08/24/08
Posts: 600

Thank you dawn I might just hit u up cause there is a lot going on here more then I wanted to post...I stayed home from work today cause I just needed some time alone to think about things and of course cry. I know u understand..i'm just really happy i have u and other people on here to support me.

combatcutie's picture
Joined: 04/04/07
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"cherylfhorn" wrote:

Thank you dawn I might just hit u up cause there is a lot going on here more then I wanted to post...I stayed home from work today cause I just needed some time alone to think about things and of course cry. I know u understand..i'm just really happy i have u and other people on here to support me.

Anytime cheryl. It's nice to know that we have a support system, even if it is on line & not in real life. Good luck

Joined: 01/11/07
Posts: 124

Oh Cheryl, I am so very sorry honey! GOD THIS SUCKS! I get so angry and sad when I read another heartbreaking story! I can just see the pain in your post and I wish I was there to give you a big hug! I really hope and I will say some prayers for you that the Clomid works for you! I also want you to know I am here for you too if you need to talk in private I am just a PM away!

On a lighter note.... CONGRATS on your engagement! How exciting! Christmas is just around the corner so before you know it you will be walking down the isle marrying the man of your dreams!

I am sending you a great big hug!!! Hang in there honey and keep that beautiful chin up!

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Joined: 02/16/08
Posts: 1644

I am sorry about everything. But he is right 1 good tube and 1 egg is all you need. I am sending baby dust and lots of hugs!!

tacie's picture
Joined: 07/06/09
Posts: 332

Hey Cheryl,
I am delayed in replying but please know that my heart is with you
I am sorry to hear that you're having such troubles - I am sending you a huge hug!
I REALLY hope and pray that the Clomid will work for you or that if you decide the IVF route that you qualify for it
I am happy to hear about your engagement and upcoming wedding - that's a great bright side to things. When you have more figured out on where you will have to share Smile
Friends of mine last year married in Vegas on Feb 14th - it was quite fun.

Take Care girlie! :bigarmhug: