Many of you know that I have been having a lot of pain and bleeding for the last 8 months. I finally called my obgyn and he saw me within a matter of a few days.
I have a fibroid that has grown to be 7 cm and taking up a big portion of my uterus. If I wasn't going to continue TTC, then he would do a full hysterectomy. I have to have surgery and will be out of commission for as long as 12 weeks, but hoping it's just 1. There is a small chance that when he gets in there that it will end in a full hysterectomy, but I'm staying positive. I know that if it comes to that, he did everything he could to try to avoid it. While he is in there, he is going to try to open my right tube and clean up the endo. Needless to say, this was an emotional weekend for me. I am trying to stay positive, but it's hard. I just keep telling myself that he is the best doctor and I trust that he will do what's best. Right now, I have to be concerned with my health and not my dream. I cannot continue with this pain and bleeding. I did speak to DH and he said that IF it ends in a hysterectomy, then we will adopt. He was very good with letting (well, making) me break down. I tried to avoid it, but he made me lean on him and for once, it felt so good to just not be strong.