Are you FREAKING kidding me???
I ended up with AF this morning :eek: She is about 7 days early. I spotted on Saturday, bright pink blood, which I thought was implantation bleeding. Then on Monday and Tuesday, I had that old brown blood. Then today I believe she is here. I'm so confused as to why my body is doing this to me. I went through this surgery only for it not to work? Further more, I can't understand why God is putting me through all this. At this point, I have realized that I will never be a mother. I have to try to grasp that concept and just move on, it's just not that easy. I'm going to be 36 in 6 months, it's time to give up my dream and make a new one :sad:<!-- / message --><!-- sig -->