4th year coming up and going to see a psychic

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4th year coming up and going to see a psychic

And how fortuitous... I was going to get my sister to watch Ricky while I go to the psychic fair, but now I find that my parents are returning from FL so that they can watch him. :thumbsup:

Hopefully I get the reading I want.

And I want to find out whether I will actually get a new love interest. I think it is time. 4 years... wow! :?

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(((HUGS)))) T. I hope you get a postitve reading. Smile

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Four years ago today I woke up and he was dead. At 1am on February 18th, 2001 the love of my life, "the one", died. On February 18th 2001, I woke up to a beautiful sunny day, exactly like today, and he was gone from me. And the first thing I thought was how cruel for the sun to come out and be so bright when my life was in such complete darkness.

I miss him. My Ricky misses him.

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:bighug: :comfort: :bighug:

I hope today is easier for you and Ricky.

When is the psychic fair?

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this evening. I couldn't NOT go when it falls on the 4 year anniversary. Lol

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How r u doing? I thought about you all day. Hope the reading gave you some answers.
(((HUGS)))

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I'm starting to emerge from the darkness. It had been a while since I'd gone that deep into the darkness.

The reading I got had a lot to do with the future. A new job. a potential new love. The psychic said, first the job and then the love will come after. It'll be interesting to see if it comes true. Because she said I would hook up with someone last summer but it didnt' happen.

Richard sort of came through in a warm way. He was there to remind me how he use to make me laugh. Smile Gosh, I'd forgotten about that... He use to tell me a joke every day. He'd call me at work with my "laugh of the day". He felt it was his duty to give it to me.

So tomorrow is another day. And I realized another thing... this is the first anniversary I've been through without my medication. So no wonder it's hit me so hard! Lol something to be said for strong antidepressants!

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Gotta love happiness in a bottle Wink It got me through some bad days (makes u wonder how bad they would have been without the pills Lol ) Knowing Richard is still there to make you laugh must be a good feeling.
So I'll be watching for your news about the new job and new love Biggrin You deserve it, it has been a long time.