I still grieve

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I still grieve

It will be the 4th year of his death. And I still grieve. I don't know a day I won't feel like I'm missing out. From Christmas, to March 18th, Richard's birthday. December to March will always be difficult months. I will always grieve either outwardly or inwardly.

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I am sorry.


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Christmas Eve I looked up at a full moon in a clear sky and wished James a Merry Christmas. I cried after I got the kids in bed. I still have a lump in my throat.