Hi everyone, I just happened to stumble upon this board from the other boards, and glad I did. I've been having an exceptionally hard time this month with missing my mother, father and sister, I think it has something to do with being very ill lately, and also finding out I was pregnant, only to be told a week later in the E.R. that I was no longer. I really wish my mom was here, I need her support and hugs, I need my dad for his positive outlook and smiles, and my sister for hugs, advice and to get my mind busy like she used to. My sister died in 2002 from homicide mom in 2004 from liver disease and dad last September from CHF on my birthday:( I've also just quit smoking, and it's so hard not to pick up a cig...but I won't! I just wanted to vent a bit, thanks for taking the time to read this.