I have never done anything like this before. Sharing my thoughts with others online. And i don't even know how i ended up on this site. I was just looking for chat rooms or anything.
My mom died 2 years ago when i was only 13. I still kills me everyday to think about it. I was just starting to continue with my life. I am turning 16 in a week and my dad might get me a car. For once everything seemed good. But last week my friend Ian died. He was only 14 years old. He went into the doctors because he had the flu and dioes the next day because his heart stopped from cancer that he didn't even know he had. I am so shocked and scared. I can't believe that this is happening. I don't know how to deal with all of this or what to do. I could really use some advice.
I'm so sorry for your losses. I think the best thing that you can do for yourself is seek grief counselling, even if it is just a safe place for you to talk through your feelings. There is little that can be done about grief except to keep breathing and take it one step at a time.
My Guardian Spirit Richard 03/18/57 - 02/18/01
"Life is hard, it's harder if you're stupid"
I feel so sorry for heard about your losses. Mother's love is very important for children and we need our parents. We can't forget our loved ones and difficult to deal with this grief. I know its tough time for you.
Sorry again for your best friend, He was really young. Young age death is very painful to us. Best friends are difficult to find in this world. You should trying to decrease your pain and deal with your grief. We are nothing against God's power. Be strong and move on. My prayers with you.
((((((((HUGS FOR YOU)))))))))