My brother has been gone for 5 months tomorrow. His birthday is on Friday. He would have been 31. Dusty suffered from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. He served his country in Iraq during Operation Iraqi Freedom. Although I am still very angry at him for taking himself away from our family, I am now at a point where the grief is setting in. I miss him so much!
The last time I was with him was at our brother Chad's funeral in 2006. It seems just when I get them back they leave me. I am completly crushed. I feel as if my world is starting to suffocate me. At times, I just don't want to get out of bed but I do for my little boy.
I just don't know how to explain it to my husband. He does not understand how terrible I feel about this.
If you read this far, thanks for reading.
Love and hugs to all who have lost a dear loved one!
First of all, I m so sorry for your brother and happy heavenly birthday to your brother. I know its very hard time for you. Lost of our loved one is really painful to us. My friend lost his brother and she also crying all the day.
I understand why you angry to him because he left you in home. Brother sister is holy relation. You can trying to move on and be strong. My prayers always with you.
(((((((HUGS FOR YOU)))))))