I can't believe that it has been a year since my wonderful dear father passed away. he fought a long and painful battle with pulminary fibrosis and the end was a relief for him, but the missing him and the longing for him to still be with us is still very raw. He was such an inspirational man and i wish i had spent so much more time with him - i have so many wonderful memories, i just wish i had more.
I'll be leaving work early today to go and place flowers on his grave. we haven't told anyone that i am 6 weeks pregnant and will let him know when we go to visit. I am so saddened by the loss and the fact that he will never know his grandchildren, but i know he is with us, watching over us and being a guradian angel.
Love you daddy. Miss you. xxxx