don't know what triggers them. perhaps just loneliness. but i can't stop crying tonight. i'm hoping if i write it down it will stop.
i miss him so much. i was looking at the photos of him on my wall. the photos i won't take down. why would i have to? but i look at them and see what we have all missed in the instance he was taken away. and i miss him. and i can't stop missing him.