Well, I passed the second year anniversary ... got thru the tough months of many meanings that starts at Christmas and goes to March 18th which is Richard's birthdate.
I know he still visits me, but don't remember so much. I just am aware of his familiar presence.
Spring has sprung... but I don't really feel it... just feel a dullness, but thank goodness for my little Ricky, who helps me maintain the priorities in my life.
I am still so very sad, but hope one day it won't be so hard.