Well today is the day, I am taking my DD to John's mom's Christmas. I am sad, and uncomfortable, but do not want to take Amber's family from her. Just because he died, doesn't mean she is not related to them anymore. She has two uncles, and 5 cousins. I love my DD so much. God give me strength!
I know the feeling. I went to Richard's family picnic last summer with the dread in my heart. But once I saw the light in Ricky's eyes by the end of the day, I knew I did right by him. And that's what was important. Chin up!
My Guardian Spirit Richard 03/18/57 - 02/18/01
"Life is hard, it's harder if you're stupid"
I am back, and it wasn't bad at all! Amber had lots of fun! God is great!
I know your feelings and pray to the God for blessing you and your family. Please come out of it soon for the sake of your health.