it seems like months and months ago i posted " it will be 2 months in february.......... OMG i cant bel/ how slow life is progressing. it seems like not long ago i just wanted everything to stop. like the sun was rising and setting at an unbelieveable pace. like i was being pushed farther and farther away from the day he died. now it seems like i cant run thru life fast enough. Is it normal to feel that way? is this part of the healing?