I am sure you remember my post awhile back about needing help. My dad has been gone 1 year and 5 months now. And well today is his birthday and I just don't want to do anything but sit and cry. I know that I can't at least for the sake of my kids. Most days I am fine, but when holidays or birthdays come around I am a basket case. I swear sometimes I feel like I am having a nervous break down. I just don't know what to do.