Will my heart.....

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Will my heart.....

ever heal? This is my second Christmas without my dad and my heart is breaking just as bad as it did when he left us. To make matters worse there are some court issues that my mom is having with my dads brother and sister. I just feel like my whole world has been turned upside down. I feel as if I am loosing every bit of sanity that I had. It really breaks my heart that this is my sons first Christmas and my dad isn't here to come by and watch him open his gifts like he did for Skylers first Christmas. I am so thankful to have that memory, but I wish he could share that with little James. I am sorry to seem so down, but I am just afraid that I am on the verge of loosing it. Thanks for listening.

Joined: 05/05/03
Posts: 47

I'm sorry you are going through this. Your dad may not be there in person to watch him open his gifts but he will be there in spirit. It is always hard the first few years. Your heart will never completly heal but it will eventually get easier. I'm always here to listen if you need to talk.

Joined: 09/30/02
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Mon darling..you know I love you to the ends of the earth and back and I wish I could change it all for you!I am here whenever and whatever you need and I know this probably isnt much help at all, but your Dad is spending Christmas with sweet James and JAmes will knowit..he is always with you darlin!

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Joined: 09/28/02
Posts: 82

I wish there was something that i could say to ease your pain. I cannot even imagine what it must be like to lose a parent. I have watch my mom deal with my grandfather's death and it still gets to her. this will be our 2nd christmas without him. Just remember the good times you had with your dad and one day you will all be together again. my thoughts are with you.