I don't know WHY I am SO upset about this but I really am! I've had a total of just three midwife appointments, and today was supposed to be my fourth. On the first appointment, we walked into the office and were told our midwife had literally JUST left for a birth and we would have to come back the next week. Today I got a call about three hours before our appointment and were told we were being rescheduled for Monday because of another birth. Of course I can't be mad at her for going, I'm just so sad this has happened again. I almost cried! I'm kind of embarrassed at how upset I am...but I think it's because I've had NO ultrasounds and still have to wait a few weeks before I get one, and I have heard the heartbeat only once and I was so looking forward to hearing it again today. Each appointment is like a big milestone and now I have to wait again
I know it's irrational, I just can't help it and had to vent!!