Missed m/c @ 10 weeks- D&C performed 1/10
My LMP was 2/17 (first period since the D&C)
4 BFNs the week my period was due
1 HPT BFP the Monday following missed period (3/28)
1 + blood test for hcg @ OBs office (3/28)
2nd blood test to check for rising levels - everything was good (3/30)
Progesterone suppositories daily since.
HUGE stressful day at school - had to take a student to the ER (4/12)
Spotting lightly immediately after leaving the ER
Light bleeding last night and today (not enough to soak a pad, but there everytime I wipe, and streaking on the pad) clots passed (small and stringy)
Sono today showed a very thick uterus but no baby...corpus luteum still very much present
blood work today (results pending) and scheduled again for Friday.
I don't know if I'm pregnant still or not. Dr isn't saying miscarriage-but I've had 2 in the past so I worry. I've never bled in pregnancy before. Doc says it could be too early to see the baby. If hcg is
Is it POSSIBLE that since this was the first cycle after my loss, and D&C, that maybe I wasn't back to normal, and my "missed period" wasn't really missed-just later than usual, and so my BFPs were all UBER early? Is it possible that the timing could be so off-kilter and the stress of yesterday caused me to bleed, and the baby is really NOT 7 weeks along but more like 2/3/4 and everything is fine?
I am so drained emotionally-when I saw the blood yesterday I assumed miscarriage-I wept and cried and prayed and hollered, I went to the dr. today just to confirm and see if I was going to need another D&C...then I'm told to just wait and see?!?! Wait and see at the end of the day-then possibly (if the #s are good) wait and see again on Friday?!?!
This is like some cruel joke...I recover from the grief of our last loss, to immediately get pregnant again, and now I don't know what my status is with THIS pregnancy...sorry to ramble...but no body IRL knows about this pregnancy, and hubby's at work...I have no one to vent to but you guys...I just need input from anyone on here with any knowledge or experiences similar to what I'm going through. Help me please.