almost everything lol
baby shampoo smell. Oh I love it so much.
how small he is and how the cuddles feel
cuddling him in my bed while we sleep
Big gummy smiles
I was just thinking this weekend about how I miss being pregnant with her. I miss her being in there and not knowing what she was like. Now she is here and I know her and it's weird to think that I didn't really know her while she was still in there.
As for right now, I will miss all of it. I can remember crying one night in the first month or so because I was thinking about how one day I will struggle to remember precisely how her face looked and the way she smelled and the sound of her little voice. She will change and my memory of her will change and I wish there were some way to just burn it all into my brain.
I love it when she falls asleep while nursing and then softly laughs and smiles in her sleep. So cute!