Scared to test

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01babymine's picture
Joined: 09/19/05
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Scared to test

I'm Jess, mom to 2. It has been a while since I've been onsite but I've been lurking here for a bit.

Am I the only one here that is scared to test? I keep thinking that I'll pick one up while we are out but the closest that I came was where they had them locked up in the pharmacy. I didn't want to ask.

Right now, I think I'm feeling scared to see a BFP (not sure we were ready for another) and afraid that it won't be positive (then does that mean something is wrong with me?) LOL

Hoping I'm not alone. I'm not sure how much longer that I'll hold out!

Thanks

claireCJ's picture
Joined: 04/04/12
Posts: 742

I think that's pretty normal. I am too much of a control freak. I HAVE to know, but I understand what you are saying. Is AF late?

DrakePlusOne's picture
Joined: 06/29/09
Posts: 1889

I can't help but POAS BUT I have the same fears as you for sure. My hubby really really wanted three and had to sell me on the idea. So even right now, after trying for 5x, I'm thinking 'OMG! What have I gotten myself into?!?!' LOL How old are your LOs?

Joined: 04/30/09
Posts: 2257

As much as I'm dying for a BFP, I've been getting nervous about the idea too. We're so used to life with DD now and yet she's still young and there's so much to learn. As the pp said, your feelings are totally normal.

01babymine's picture
Joined: 09/19/05
Posts: 3

My cycles have been rather goofy since January but my last cycle began the first week in March.

My others are 2 and 4.5. Smile

Thanks for the welcome and reminding it is normal to feel this crazy! LOL

Kier's picture
Joined: 03/12/12
Posts: 1973

"01babymine" wrote:

My cycles have been rather goofy since January but my last cycle began the first week in March.

My others are 2 and 4.5. Smile

Thanks for the welcome and reminding it is normal to feel this crazy! LOL

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I think we all go through that. Its like a bandaide... just got to do it quick Wink Maybe have someone you trust get one for you??? I had my sister do it one time...

eislem's picture
Joined: 08/29/05
Posts: 172

I completely understand! I was 3 days late with AF before I got the nerve to test...

mandynz's picture
Joined: 01/29/12
Posts: 755

Hehe I know exactly what you mean, and the band aid metaphor is so true! And you have to build up the courage to look! Hehe, I hope you get a BFP! Hehe!

kristycoulter1's picture
Joined: 05/20/08
Posts: 625

So did you test?