Went to SLC this weekend to visiting my BIL and SIL. They just had a baby in April. It was an okay trip. My morning sickness decided to hit HARD while there. The trip up wasn't too bad but while there it was rough....
I threw up quite a bit and could hardly eat anything. I stuck mostly to salad and fruit which didn't fill my tummy for long. :/ It's rough. And Then I had a sinus infection hit me in the face. I'm heading to the Dr today to get some prescription and maybe asked to be referred to an ENT (I get them 7+ times a year mostly).
I had a hard time holding the baby. I didn't want to get her sick but also the first time I held her I just wanted to cry. I almost broken down a few times in tears... I worry that I will have a hard time holding my own baby... Loosing Kamdyn was really hard on me. I got to hold him and spend time with him after I had him even though he wasn't alive. He was so tiny. DH thinks I'll be okay if it is our own... but I worry. I want to be able to go to baby showers for friends and feel excited about mine... It's going to be a rough journey. I might go to the support group this month. He was due May 26th so it's a hard month.
Anyway.... I took my Thursday belly photo so I need to post it.... I'll bbl. I gotta walk over the the drs (we sold DH's truck and so he takes the car to work if I can't wake up to drive him) It's like a block away anyway so not too bad.