Lol That's so funny! I hope you find out. That would be funny if this one did that too though :P Hopefully not though.
Had a really rough morning. I'm 19w4d today and I found out about Kamdyn at 19w5d. So I'm reaching that point in my pregnancy where it's too close to home for discomfort. I am really nervous about my ultrasound next week and then I will have another one at 24 weeks which is be the final determinant if this pregnancy will continue to be high risk or not. I cried a lot today and then I got out of the house to look at stuff for our soon to be rental house and hung out with my friend and her little girl. It made me feel a lot better but now I'm home again and super anxious to get outta here. Hopefully I can catch a ride out to the other rental and work on it. I had to buy more paint today and that's all done so I am ready to finish painting the walls and all of that jazz.
We have finished so much in there and I have had a lot of people come help out. It's been such a blessing. I never had super kind, giving, and nice friends and now I do and It's just surprising to me at times how nice people can be. Kinda sad huh?
Maddz, I'm sorry today was so emotionally hard on you. And unfortunately it's not going to get much easier over the next 4 weeks But I'm glad you got out of the house and had stuff and people to distract you temporarily. You will be in our thoughts this whole time!
Gah! Today has been rather annoying because my DH decided to work from home and there isn't exactly anywhere for me to get away from him while I'm "unemployed". I'm thinking more seriously about finding a 2 bed apartment asap so that we have some space when we're both around.
Anyways, off to my monthly appointment and to hear the heartbeat again! Yay!
So... I've been packing stuff at my apartment today. It's kinda crazy getting ready to move. I feel like this is the time I've I've really settled down into a place (this apartment) because I actually put photos up and did all that. I feel a bit sad that we are moving. Our first place together as a couple. I lived here before we started dating though but we made it our home. It's a lot of work packing but I know that we are making the right decision...
I've hardly been at this apartment except for in the mornings and during the night. i haven't done ANY chores here lately and so I've been trying to work on that today. We aren't going over to the rental house to work on it today so I figured I should work on cleaning and packing and such. I HAVE WAAAAY TOOO MANY CLOTHES. I know I need to get rid of some but I have a hard time doing it for some reason. I just love having options lol. I can't wear any of them even right now... well hardly any. I have my maternity clothes set apart and I figured I will just leave my other clothes in boxes for now since I can't wear them.
ANYWAY- how's your guy's days going?
Oh so yesterday we brought new trim for the place we are moving into. Today we will be going out there to work on stuff: paint the window area, paint some trim, fill in some grout, scrape silicon of the ground from the previous trim.
20 weeks today. Kamdyn died at 20 weeks Hoping for goodness.
I'm sorry you have to go through this Maddie! I sincerely can't imagine! I did say a prayer for you today, though, for comfort and peace about this baby you carry and the past memories you hold in your heart that are painful. I pray all has gone well for you today and continues to go well as you get through this next little bit of time that has stressful, painful memories attached!
So twice this week got free good food at work. Wednesday was a potlock since we had someone leaving and today the main boss bought Texas Roadhouse for the office. So good. So much better then what my lunch was going to be. I like those little incentives we have here.....
On another note my youngest goes with her dad and step mom this weekend. Should be fun for her. They get her this weekend also because one of her sisters (by him) hasnt seen her in awhile so they asked if they could have her 2 weekends in a row. Im fine with it. I think we are meeting at walmart tonight and going shopping together. lol Its tax free weekend on certain things here in Iowa so we need to get out and shop. lol Might go to some garage sales with her step mom this weekend also IDK we havent finalized plans completely. Im just glad we can get along as good as we do. Her dad has 4 other kids(that I know of) and I have my other 2 almost 3 kids so she has tons of siblings.
I have been getting a few things here and there for the baby this week. Got a baby bath tub like I used to have from someone yesterday for $3, some more socks(girly ones) and some clothes. The socks and clothes together were $10. Had an awesome time on the for sale groups Im in lol Still need little clothes I know this baby will be like her siblings and be able to wear preemie and nb clothes for awhile.
They are having a JBF sale in my area this weekend, but I can't go unfortunately, b/c I have to pay the o.b. for the pregnancy, delivery, etc. this month, which is going to take every single extra dime. Tight budgets are not fun! I am thankful we have enough, so many are less fortunate! And we wouldn't be in this tight of a budget situation if not for our own stupidity as youngsters (think college loans here!!) In reality, we are very blessed!
I have totally taken this as a very lazy day, when I should have been working my tush off getting things done. But I guess a lot of that will fall to tomorrow. Sooooo very much to do before the new school year starts. Thankfully I will have 2 wks in between summer school work and the new school year.
Ok, so I thought the 2nd Tri was supposed to be the nicest/easiest of the bunch? How come I am feeling so huge and squashed and exhausted all the time now, since like 3 weeks ago? And I'm not even working full time any more. I barely do anything during the day and yet I am so exhausted all the time.
Today is especially difficult with both round ligament pains and the pinched sciatic nerve. And the smallest quantity of water/liquid makes my bladder feel full beyond capacity.