Awww sorry Toni.
The worst part of not knowing where your at, no idea when af will show. FF says today based on a normal O date, but I don't know when I O'd so it's a guessing game. I feel a bit off, but I have been a bit sick this week with a stomach bug or something, nothing major.
Updated: On to January it seems, looks like af is getting ready to visit. I'm about ready to give up, the age gap is starting to get too big aand I don't think DS will actually cope with a sibling. I don't know how much more I caan do, we have already thrown a couple of thousand dollars at this (thank goodness for small rebates or it would be more) and not sure how much more I can. Take emotionally.
Hugs!!! I know what you mean about the age gap. Dd will be 5 this yr. I didn't want them that far apart but with all DHs deployments & army stuff we have to take what we can get. My sister & I are 5 & half yrs apart. We had our differencs growing up but we are so close as adults. It took us over a yr to conceive DD so I'm not expecting this one to happen anytime soon. And this is the last month we will actively try since our move is only 2 months away.
We got pregnant with DS first month trying. We waited two hears to try again so I didn't have to fightb with backwards doctors for a vabc and now we are at two years of trying. Hubby doesn't want to give up, but it's easy for him, he doesn't have all the procedures and driving for appointments, the disappointment each month, the false signs etc.
Only one of my closest friends knows, I live in a different town so don't see them often and I only told the one because she is pregnant and I wanted her to know in case I ever came across wrong about her pregnancy. I have two friends here who know and a couple of Mum's at daycare because they have been through infertility before so have some understanding and many hgave seen the same clinic I do so here and another couole of groups ar the places I really have to vent. I have few friends locally
Yea only my best friend & like 2 others know. My family has no clue since they drove me nuts last time and I knew it would be worse this time since we are stationed only 2hr away right now. And I know it would have gotten worse once we move over 4000 miles away in July so I just kept them out the loop lol.
Hugs to both of you! Secondary infertility is really rough!
I'm back on track to TTC for January now. CD6, I think it's month 9 of trying. I'm pretty sure we'll try for 4 months or so and then give up. I hope they get the 2015 boards up soon!!!
Ethan - June 21, 2009
Olivia - December 5, 2010
5w3d - October/November 2012
My Ovulation Chart
So...are we all just going to hang out here 1. Bc we got a BFP (well not me) or 2. Because there are no 2015 boards?!
AFM, i just filled my clomid script - 100mg here we come! Hoping for no nasty side effects (didn't notice anything at 50mg). Wish me luck this time around!