((hugs)) I'm sorry about the BFN today. :(
It's true, you are still early so hoping a BFP is coming soon. But I totally understand your feelings.
with my 3 boys i tested + at 9dpo Could not get a + with my Daughter till 11DPO
Hope this is it for you
I don't want to sound harsh or anything - but I have been pregnant 8 times (you thought your number was high!) and have 2 living children, so when loss becomes more of your norm, you (or atleast I did) start to realize that testing too early is not in your best interest. (For me even a BFP on the day AF is due is only a hint that something is going on, until I see a heartbeat, I can't even think about it being "official")
Personally, if this doesn't end with a BFP for you, I wouldn't consider those test to mean this was a chemical pregnancy, especially since you weren't getting consistent tests
Maybe like PP said - this is your time for pink, and things may be very different for you this time! Good Luck!
If you start a sentence with "I don't mean to.." and it continues with "but...", then you did in fact mean to.
Rooting and praying for that BFP for you, mama!!! :bigarmhug:
Pico, have you done any more tests? I see that you are now 13 dpo.
I keep checking the September, 2013 board for an update.. haven't today but.. Fingers crossed!!