I've been reading through some of the posts on here (have plenty more to peruse through, too!). I'm sure many of you can relate to my feelings of wanting to continue bf'ing as long as DS wants, but also feeling like it's time to TTC. I'm definitely not planning to wean my toddler for a baby that very well may never come, but I'm conflicted. We went through infertility treatments (femara, IUIs, injectables, 2 failed IVF cycles) over a three year period before our miracle was conceived. We would love to have another baby and it would be nice if I felt like we had a chance, but I'm on my fourth postpartum cycle and have the typical bf'ing pattern of late ovulation and short lp. I understand the biological side and don't want to shortchange my DS, myself, or a new baby. So why can't I get my mind on the same page? Anyone else in the same boat right now?