Well ladies, I'm saying goodbye, we went to our appointment yesterday, doctor couldn't find the heartbeat with the doppler, he sent me for an ultrasound and there was no heartbeat, LO passed sometime last week. Now we're just playing the waiting game, I have a D&C scheduled for Wednesday. I'm praying I can make it that long and don't start passing on my own. Emotionally I don't think I could handle it, I've never had a loss before I'm not quite sure what to expect or how to handle this. I wish all of you a HH9M! I'll probably stalk the board to keep up with how all of you are doing.