Sorry i know i nnnneeevver get a chance to pop on here anymore but i do have THREE monkeys now, sometimes i still cant even believe it when i go out with like only one or two of the kids and someone asks how many i have and i say three...it still sounds weird!!! anyone else still adjusting??? i mean as far as family dynamics adjusting we're doing soooo great, it's been the smoothest transition we've ever had except for when lil man got rsv that landed us in the hospital for ten days!!! but anyway....tonight my mom took my two older daughters for a sleep over whihc was a wonderful surprise since she has always been MINIMALLY involved ever since we had our second daughter but anyway....i took baby boy with me to a relatives house to hang out by the pool in peice and i fed him his jar of vegetables in his car seat in a chair but he has started moving SOOOO much lately and im still not totally used to it so i didnt have him buckled in his seat (dummmmmmmmmy i know.) and before i even knew what was about to happen he rocked right out of his seat fell to the gravel patio floor....now, my son has albinism if anyone remembers and the slightest little thing on his skin looks sooo much more dramatic, plus i have horrible anxiety so i cried immediately and had a panic attack and called my on call pediatrician and now i have to wake him up every four hours over night to make sure he at least comes back to consciousness for a minute, but really the doctor was not concerned because he was never knocked out and it was a looow fall, BUT as im sure alll of you mommies can understand, i felt and still feeel absolutely horrible. This was the first time any of my babies at such a little age has taken any kind of spill and every time i look at his little bald head my heart aches and i want to kick myself for not buckling him in.... lesson learned for sure and thank lord he's fine....i wont sleep tonight bc ill be watching him breathe in his sleep all night but, thank GOD!!! OOOOH and to give you an idea of what a crazy/crappy week im having on tuesday my four year old daughter swallowed a penny and earned us all a trip to ER for xrays and i now i have to search poopies for up to a week to make sure it all comes out!!!! Greeeeaaat. Really in a mommmy slump right now...it would really help me feel a little better if anyone coudl share their little one's booboo stories...thanks! Hope yall dont think im a horrible mother, i already certainly feeel horrible!!!! please share whatever you remember!!!