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    I feel insanely dumb posting my drama in my pregnancy journal (thats for pg related stuff) SO I finally decided to make me a journal journal.

    So last night was horrid. Ricky went to the store at like 10:30 and said he would be right back. 20 after 11 he still wasnt home, so I called his cell phone, sent me straight to the v-mail yet wouldnt let me leave a message not just once, but three times. So then I log on to AIM and he is on there on his cell also, so I left him like 8 messages over the course of 45 minutes.. All of which went unreplied to. Naturally, I was worried and thought maybe his payment didnt post yet so I logged onto the tmobile website to check it out. Everything looked fine, so I went into the recent activity area of it and looked to see who the last person he talked to was.. I didnt recognize the #, called it, asked the woman who she was, told her my name, and asked when the last time she talked to him was. She said she had just gotten off the phone with him.That was pretty much the end of the conversation.

    10 minutes after midnight he strolls in the door all pissy cause I left him an irritated v-mail (when it finally let me leave one). So I said "who were you on the phone with that it kept bumpin me to your voicemail" and he blatantly lied to me and said "noone". So I got highly annoyed and said "well, that's not what Geniveive said" and it all went downhill from there. As usual when I bust him in a lie, he somehow makes it seem like it's my fault.

    So he *****es at me for like 35 minutes, says the same **** over and over "why do you always think I'm boinkin someone else??" When those words never came out of my mouth nor the thought cross my mind.. So I said "are you tryin to tell me something? Are you?" No Diane, I'm just sick of you always thinkin I want to sleep with someone else.. RICKY, I never said that!! The issue at hand is NOT who you are talking to or even what the hell you are talking about.. The issue is you sneaking behind my back (I left out the part that he went "for a walk" on saturday night, was gone for 56 minutes and on the phone with her for 53 of them) to talk to her and then lying to me when I ask you about it! Finally I have had enough of the talking in circles and I leave to go for a walk. I get down by Amber's school and I call my MIL, an ironically non-biased party. So I sit on the phone with her for awhile bawling my eyes out because even tho I know in my heart that it's not "me", he has made me feel like it was so now I feel like the ****tiest person alive. She keeps tellin me to calm down, that I dont need this stress right now and he knows it, etc etc. She hears me out, listens, says "all the right things" and slowly starts working other things into the conversation to take my mind off the crap.

    Anyways, long story short, I came home and sat on the porch and talked to him from my phone till we settled down more. I came inside and went and laid down, txt'd my MIL a few times.. Me and DH didnt really say too much more to each other. He ended up sleeping on the couch, but not before we both made our closing arguements. Woke up this AM and everything seems to be back to normal again, tho I still feel hurt because it always happens.

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    Hello God, it's me again. 2:00 a.m., Room 304.
    Visiting hours are over, time for our bedside tug of war.
    This sleeping child between us may not make it through the night.
    I'm fighting back the tears as she fights for her life.
    Well, it must be kind of crowded,
    On the streets of Heaven.
    So tell me: what do you need her for?
    Don't you know one day she'll be your little girl forever.
    But right now I need her so much more.
    She's much too young to be on her own;
    Barely just turned seven.
    So who will hold her hand when she crosses the streets of Heaven?

    Tell me God, do you remember the wishes that she made,
    As she blew out the candles on her last birthday cake?
    She wants to ride a pony when she'd big enough.
    She wants to marry her Daddy when she's all grown up.

    Well, it must be kind of crowded,
    On the streets of Heaven.
    So tell me: what do you need her for?
    Don't you know one day she'll be your little girl forever.
    But right now I need her so much more.
    She's much too young to be on her own;
    Barely just turned seven.
    So who will hold her hand when she crosses the streets of Heaven?

    Lord, don't you know she's my angel
    You got plenty of your own
    And I know you hold a place for her
    But she's already got a home
    Well I don't know if you're listenin'
    But praying is all that's left to do
    So I ask you Lord have mercy, you lost a son once too

    And it must be kind of crowded,
    On the streets of Heaven.
    So tell me: what do you need her for?
    Don't you know one day she'll be your little girl forever.
    But right now I need her so much more.
    Lord, I know once you've made up your mind,
    There's no use in beggin'.
    So if you take her with you today, will you make sure she looks both ways,
    And would you hold her hand when she crosses the streets of Heaven.

    The streets of Heaven.


    ~~I love you most and miss you more~~

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    Today was a blah kind of day. Didnt really do much except clean, cook, and play with the kids. My usual stuff.

    Why is it that when *I* don't do what I say I will do in "an acceptable time frame", it's a given to ***** at me.. Yet if someone else doesnt do what they say they will do in "any" time frame, I'm wrong for getting upset?

    Sometimes I wonder why I even ask anyone to do anything. I guess part of me still thinks that anyone cares about lightening my load a bit. I realize you work full time, and I have been there too.. But when nothing got done when *I* was the only one working outside the home, it was perfectly fine for me to come home after bustin my *** all day and bust it some more.

    Ahhhhhhhh the joys of motherhood/wifery..

    I really do love my hubby tho, honest. It's just a ***** and a half to get him to do anything around the house cause he goes to work and sits at his desk all day. I take out the garbage, I play with the kids, I read to them, I tuck them in, I kiss the boo-boo's, I make the meals, I clean up after them, I feed the animals, I make sure everyone has clean bodies, clothes and sheets. Wow.. How much is this house and everyone in it gonna go to hell after my C-sect in September?.. Guess we will just wait and see.

    By the way, I must say I am very impressed at my 40-something views in less than 24 hours. I hope my life makes for interesting reading for someone

    And hell, maybe someday I will look back on all this and laugh.

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    You're just too good to be true
    Can't take my eyes off of you
    You'd be like heaven to touch
    I wanna hold you so much
    At long last love has arrived
    And I thank God I'm alive
    You're just too good to be true
    Can't take my eyes off of you

    Pardon the way that I stare
    There's nothing else to compare
    The sight of you leaves me weak
    There are no words left to speak
    So if you feel like I feel
    Please let me know that it's real
    You're just too good to be true
    Can't take my eyes off of you

    I love you baby and if it's quite all right
    I need you baby to warm the lonely nights
    I love you baby, trust in me when I say
    Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down I pray

    Oh pretty baby, now that I've found you stay
    And let me love you baby, let me love you

    You're just too good to be true
    Can't take my eyes off of you
    You'd be like heaven to touch
    I wanna hold you so much
    At long last love has arrived
    And I thank God I'm alive
    You're just too good to be true
    Can't take my eyes off of you

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    Another boring day. Did the usual motherly stuff, with the exception of one thing different.. I called the girls' dance studio to see when the recital tix would go on sale and how much they will be. My lil sister takes dance at the girls' school too and Brendan usually gets bored when we go, so my sister usually just takes the girls and my$$ for their classes/costumes etc. So I dont usually end up finding out when the tix go on sale till they've been on sale for like 2 weeks and all that is left is nosebleed section. Think my sister does it on purpose. This year I shall be at the studio bright n early on April second to buy my GOOD seats!!

    Gotta have good ones, especially this year. Miss Amber is in the opening of the show! I'm proud, I'm excited.

    ANYwho.. Things have totally blown over with Ricky. He has apologized, I have apologized. All is right with the world, once more.

    My sister called me a few minutes ago and said she would have a surprise for me on monday.. I wonder if that means she is paying us back for the $$ we lent her?? :P Usually when she says surprise, money is involved. Unless of course, her surprise is another proposal to borrow more. Don't get me wrong, I love her to death but sometimes she only comes around for one thing.

    So much I could say about her.. Like her live in "boyfriend" whom she claims is not her boyfriend..
    Correct me if I'm wrong, but you don't haul your cookies 12 hrs away from your family on thanksgiving to spend it with a friend.. Nor does that "friend" haul HIS cookies 12 hrs away to spend christmas with YOUR family.. Nor do you go spend Valentines' day with him. Nor does he sleep in your bed, nor do you spend 800 on him for christmas when you are always always always broke... If the boy is NOT your man... Am I right, or am I wrong?

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    La cucaracha, la cucaracha,
    Ya no puede caminar;
    Porque no tiene, porque le falta
    Marijuana que fumar.

    Ya murio la cucaracha,
    Ya la llevan a enterrar,
    Entre cuatro zopilotes
    Y un raton de sacristan.

    Con las barbas de Carranza,
    Voy a hacer una toquilla,
    Pa' ponersela al sombrero
    De su padre Pancho Villa.

    Un panadero fue a misa,
    No encontrando que rezar,
    Le pidio a la Virgen pura,
    Marijuana pa' fumar.

    Una cosa me da risa:
    Pancho Villa sin camisa;
    Ya se van los carrancistas
    Porque vienen los villistas.

    Para sarapes, Saltillo;
    Chihuahua para soldados;
    Para mujeres, Jalisco;
    Para amar, toditos lados.

    And now, the translation direct from Dictionary.com...
    The cockroach, the cockroach, No longer can walk;
    Because it does not have, because him lack
    Marijuana to smoke.
    Either murio the cockroach, Or takes it to bury,
    Between four buzzards and a mouse of sacristan.
    With the beards of Carranza,
    I am going to do one toquilla,
    For to put it to the hat
    Of its father Pancho Villa.
    A baker went to mass,
    not finding that to say,
    Him pray to the pure Virgin,
    For Marijuana to smoke.
    A thing gives laughter me:
    Pancho Villa without shirt;
    The carrancistas already go away
    Because the Pancho Villa supporters come.
    For sarapes, Forecastle;
    Chihuahua for soldiers;
    For women, Jalisco;
    In order to love, toditos sides.

    I hope this clears up your curiosities about the song as much as it does mine (I still dont get it )

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    I feel like such a hero now! My best friend was considering having an abortion, but she wouldnt listen to how they do the procedure or the risks or anything for the longest time. Finally not long ago I got her to listen to fact. (I pointed out a website about it, and then showed her the handy-dandy preg.org pregnancy calendar) So she got to see what her lil one looks like at the stage she is at now (exactly 10 days "more pregnant" than me)and she started flippin out and crying about it. "OMG my baby is already starting to look like a baby!! OMG it has a heartbeat!! I can't do it, I just cant.. Di, I CANT!!"

    I must admit, I felt like I saved a life when she said that, especially since she said had I not opened her eyes, she would have just gone and done it, no questions asked.

    It's kind of a poetic thing with me and her when it comes to children. We both were pregnant with our first at the same time, our second at the same time (she m/c her first).. We both would have had 7 children before this pregnancy had she not m/c twice and I not lost twins(in utero) and a daughter to SIDS. And now, we are pregnant together with 10 days between us for the last time.


    So enough bout that... Today was kinda cool. I was in the right place at the right time. Went to Kmart (god knows why I did, I'm usually a walmart and target gal) and as soon as I walked in (with kids) this lady from Olan Mills approached me and said "excuse me, would you like to take advantage of our 11 sheets for 5 dollars promotion? We also are offering 50% off our 70$ portrait package if you book your appt today." So I was all about that. Early father's day gift for DH

    Di~ Proud momma to
    Brianna 8-12-92, Amber 12-27-94, Kenna 3-19-99, Brendan 5-6-01, and little Marlee 8-10-04
    and Angel Babes Madison, Angel, JaydenNew Baby due Jan 7,07!

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    **GASP!!** I didn't post a song yesterday!! Bad bad Di!
    Here is for yesterday..

    OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
    Who lives in a pineapple under the sea??
    (SPONGE BOB SQUARE PANTS!!)
    Absorbent and yellow and porus is he
    (SPONGE BOB SQUARE PANTS!!)
    If nautical nonsense be somethin' you wish
    (SPONGE BOB SQUARE PANTS!!)
    The drop on the deck and flop like a fish!!
    (SPONGE BOB SQUARE PANTS!!)
    Spongebob squarepants, spongebob squarepants, spongebob squarepants
    SPONGE BOBBBBBBB SQUARE PANTSSSSSSSSSSS
    AAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAAAA

    *yup folks, I really am nuts *

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    Tryin a new color on for size..

    So today was hectic. Went to the CU to deposit Ricky's check and the teller looked at me like I didn't have an account there. Kept saying "WHAT did you say your acct # was, Mrs. ******?" So I told her time and again. Here she was keying my # in wrong!
    Then it was off to the mall to take care of my cellphone bill and stop in k*b toys to see if they had anything cute and inexpensive to get Kenna for her birthday (already dropped 125 on her for ferrets). Ended up buying this cute little My little pony tea set that comes with tea service for three and two ponies. Really cute!
    While I was at the mall I went to Aunt Anne's pretzels and got a pretzel with cheese and a small lemonade. If pretzels are 1.89, small drinks are .99, and cheese is .50, someone please explain to me how my total came out to 5.24? Give up yet? They overcharged me! The manager was so super cool about it, she not only refunded the difference (which was only like 2 bucks) but gave me a coupon for a free pretzel of my choice "for my next visit".
    Then I come home to find a message on our v-mail from DH "Hi babe, just me. Listen.. I don't want "real food" for dinner so figure out what you want and let me know and I will pick it up on my way home. Love you."
    So no real food, eh? Does that mean he wont let me get KFC? Cause that can class as "real food".. Chicken is real.. So are mashed potatoes and cole slaw. I guess I will let him know what to get as soon as I figure out something that isn't real food. Or even what he means by real food.

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    Do you have the time
    To listen to me whine
    About nothing and everything
    All at once
    I'm one of those melodramatic fools
    Neurotic to the bones no doubt about it

    Chorus
    Sometimes I give myself the creeps
    Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
    It all keeps adding up
    I think I'm cracking up
    Am I just paranoid am I just stoned

    I went to a shrink
    To analyze my dreams
    She says it's lack of sex that's bringing me down
    I went to a *****
    He says my life's a bore
    So quit whining cause it's bringing her down

    Chorus
    Sometimes I give myself the creeps
    Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
    It all keeps adding up
    I think I'm cracking up
    Am I just paranoid am I just stoned

    Chorus
    Sometimes I give myself the creeps
    Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
    It all keeps adding up
    I think I'm cracking up
    Am I just paranoid am I just stoned

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