Well... I am not quite sure where to start. The beginning... middle... the end?
DH called me last night while I was out with a friend to tell me that he wants a divorce. Granted, he says that a lot... an awful lot, but this time he was serious. He said he doesn't love me... he has never loved me. Our 5 yr anniversary is/was coming up in February 2007.
I felt indifferent when he called because he has been telling me that he wants a divorce for quite some time now. Then I went to his job for lunch today... he again said that he wants a divorce. That he will never love me, and be the type of husband I need. He plays off this whole sh*t as "for your own good." :cry: :evil:
Tonight he came over to the house (we don't live together) to see the kids, eat dinner, and we got into a huge fight. I started hitting him and punching him and telling him how much I hate him. He left pretty quickly... then called to rub it in. I want him to hurt how I am hurting.