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    Stephen was a ****head today, again. I hope what ever is stuck in his *** gets out soon. An Inmate hit him in the head twice with two chess peices yesterday while he was making rounds. From the little he told me, he went nuts and the inmate was taken care of or something. I don't know? Anyway he was super **** today. I just ignored him. Emma is really sick. High fever & miserable. I am hoping she goes to bed around 8 tonight because I have SO much to do around my house. There is crushed Kixx in the carpet, motrin stains everywhere. Ugh its a pigsty. I am eating fishsticks again, lol. I swear I think I keep Gortons in buisness. I've had a headache all day & missed out on work today b/c of DDs fever. I needed the money too. Anyway, off to take a bath with emma

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    Well the stick is gone, Thank the lord. Yesterday he cleaned the ENTIRE house. He completely cleaned the spare bedroom, which was filled with boxes. He did an awesome job. He turned the spare bedroom into a play/game room for him & DD. He put the TV That was in our bedroom that we were using in the spare and hooked up his XBOX in there. Its so nice. We decided no TV in our bedroom, and I really like that idea. It will just be our 'haven'. So he is in a good mood, he was making fun of me all day, busting my chops so I know hes in a good mood lol. He's been sweet. Anyway Emma is feeling much better, so thats good! Well, he is making our dinner now so I have to go.

    BTW, Kym If your still reading this? How far Is Bethany Beach from Newark? S may go to a orientation for their police academy.

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    Jamie! Of course I read this. I worry about you but it looks like you are doing A-OK. Anyways, hope you don't mind that I am posting this here.

    Bethany is about an hour and half away depending on the way you come down. Do you know where he is going to be? I thought the police academy was in Dover.

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    It is, but he heard through the grapevine bethany beach was having some type of orientation for their force? I don't know all the details though, lol. I guess he heard it from some COs at work. He just applied for Maryland and some other delaware county, too. Thanks for your help, I didn't know DE was that big, lol!

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    Today was so difficult for me. Seeing gramps, wow it hurt. I can't even really be on here right now. It just hurts. I never thought someone I loved and admired would be stricken with Alzheimer's. Wow. I am just so taken aback. He seems worse from the last time I saw him, but grams said he wasn't doing any worse. They got him into some experimental program which is good. I can see it in his eyes when he looks at me. He is scared he's losing me, I can tell. He's scared of losing our memories. I became so close with my gramps when mom was in rehab the first time. We spent every weekend together for 15 months. I cried today, I don't want to lose him. My grams handled it like the champ she is. She was joking around about it, of course in grams style. She said he has his good days & his bad days. They still go out dancing every Saturday night, but she said this past Saturday he forgot where they were going and was confused when they got there. Oh I just need to go, I am getting overwhelmed

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    The Great Baby Debate is as follows:



    Re: (no subject)*
    Date: 11/27/2004 11:28:50 PM Eastern Standard Time
    From: FollowYourBliss7
    To: St*******@state.de.us



    I guess, I have just been feeling really down, and I never feel this way. Its really this baby fever, Its killing me. Thank god I have an IUD. I mean I would love to try and have another baby, but I know you'd never go for it.



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    Date: 11/27/2004 10:55:56 PM Eastern Standard Time
    From: Step*****@state.de.us
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    how do you think that we can support another baby

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    Re: (no subject)*
    Date: 11/27/2004 11:32:58 PM Eastern Standard Time
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    Ok.

    RE: (no subject)*
    Date: 11/27/2004 11:32:23 PM Eastern Standard Time
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    You told me about the twins a long time ago, we can't afford to have a baby now, you would have to quit your job eventually, and we couldn't afford that






    Re: (no subject)*
    Date: 11/27/2004 11:32:58 PM Eastern Standard Time
    From: FollowYourBliss7
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    Ok.

    RE: (no subject)*
    Date: 11/27/2004 11:35:03 PM Eastern Standard Time
    From: Step********n@state.de.us
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    don't say ok all sadly, you know that we can't afford a baby, I mean we could afford a baby, but you couldn't go around buying the little stuff that you buy now, and you would have to breast feed this time, formula would kill us, but why don't you wait like another year or two and then we can have another child, let's wait until Emma is in Preschool/Kindergarden so she won't be home all day

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    Subj: Re: (no subject)*
    Date: 11/27/2004 11:36:26 PM Eastern Standard Time
    From: FollowYourBliss7
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    Ok, I was think January 2006 I guess, That would probably be the best time, but I am so scared your going to change your mind and decide you don't want another baby at all, because I know you don't *really* want one now.



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    Date: 11/27/2004 11:41:48 PM Eastern Standard Time
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    Does Jan. 2006 seem ok?



    RE: (no subject)*
    Date: 11/27/2004 11:45:27 PM Eastern Standard Time
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    yes, that sounds pretty good, maybe try to get pregnant in february or march again


    11/27/2004 11:46:24 PM Eastern Standard Time
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    Ok, well I'm going to sign off now so I'll see you in a little bit, I love you and make sure that everything is locked in the house, oh, and don't have the heat up so high please, I was sweating like crazy last night

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    So the great baby debates goes on. I wouldn't mind trying for another baby in January 2005! I just want a little baby so bad. Hmm, We shall see.

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    I dreamt about babies & being pregnant ALL last night. What in the hell is going on w/me?

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    I have been feeling SO down, and thats not like me at all. I don't think I have ever been depressed, but this is probably the closest to it.

    I KNOW I want another, baby, BUT I know I couldn't handle another child now. I am gaining mucho weight. Ugh, Thats also not like me either, I have never had a problem with my weight even post-emma, and here it is creeping up on me. I feel like I have no idea who I am, I am young, I'm 18. I have no idea where I stand in life. I need to find MYSELF. I am tired of being a mommy & Wife. I am tired of being the daughter who does EVERYTHING. I am tired of being torn. I take care of TWO families all the time, and its tearing me apart. Why can't I have Jamie time. ME time. Ugh. Off to go scrub the diaper pail, and of course eat because I am a fat ***, and thats what I do. I couldn't even bare to weigh myself.



    *lol, Kym, I think we are feeling the same way, Maybe we should get together.*

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    Not much time for details of the day here, but...
    Kym: I live abot 2 miles from Christiana Mall & about 2000 feet from the Christiana Hospital. I live on Route 4, right off of 95. I'd love to get them together, I am trying to find Emma some friends because she really doesn't know anyone her age. I am looking into the YMCA down here, just to get her swimming some days w/kids her age. PM me for my #. I'm glad your tan and have pretty nails because I am pale with broken ones! I really need to get a manicure

    Robin- Thanks, I didn't know you read this! I read yours daily! Hope things are going well. I just feel as if I want another baby so bad, I think because everyone around me is pregnant, TTC or have a newborn, IKYWKIM. Thank god I have an IUD, I feel so out of my freaking mind right now, I'd probably try to have another baby. Right now, I want to give Em all of me, YK? Ahhh I am so torn!! ((hugs)) Sorry to hear your kiddos are sick!!

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