M'kuy (mr mackey) so I took my final certification for my "real estate" remote contractor position. ( I will be taking calls for several real estate programs offered on TV) And I passed with an overall score of 98.3. Go me!! I wasnt even intending to get into that portion of the home-based business untill they told me what the income was. I can make more from home part time than I did at work full time.. Sad, innit?
Just sitting here contemplating life and waiting for my sister to return my youngins from their usual saturday hooplah with Auntie.
I guess I didn't get as much into the Leslie story as I could have earlier. One post would have taken up an entire page I bet.
Okay, I'm bored so I thought I would post a little about myself here.
Name: Diane (but please just call me Di)
DOB: Nov 18th 1977
Favorite scent : cucumber Melon
favorite food: this week, chicken
Relationship status: Married for almost 5 yrs.
own or rent: Rent, unfortunately
fave way to relax: nice warm bubble bath
fave band: Aerosmith
How nice it would be to go back to a time when life made sense. Cest le vie, or however you spell it..
I made a really yummy skillet gourmet-ish dinner tonight. First, I took some whole chix breasts and popped them in the skillet with a can of stewed tomatoes (with celery, onion, and green pepper) and stuck the lid on, cooked that on low for like an hour. Then I made some mini shell pasta, tossed that with butter, garlic, parmesan cheese and some of the "sauce" from the chicken, and we had corn for the veggie, even though it has no nutritional value.. It's still good. I felt like Emeril tonight.
Ricky made a copy of MYYYYYY outkast CD for the C U Next Tuesday. I wasn't too happy about that. I told him "tell her *I* said to buy her own ****!!" ****her! If she is going to be that disrespectful toward me and my family, why in the blue hell should I give her a copy of the CD I paid 20 dollars for?!?! Maybe I'm being childish but I dont give a rats *** right now. If all you are going to do is give my husband 101 reasons why he shouldnt stay with me, try to dictate his every move and on top of all that call childrens services on me, then .
Kym~ I'm here.. It's been a heluva day and I am still digesting it all, even though I would rather just curl up in a corner and bawl from frustration. So where do I start.
1. Wake up this AM to find DH still asleep on the couch, got the kids their bowls and the cereal down, went back to bed because I figured he could handle it since they would be right in front of him.
2. Woke up a SECOND time to find DH STILL asleep on the couch, oatmeal and maple syrup all over my coffee table, crushed up corn flakes in front of the TV, and two eggs broken on my kitchen floor.
3. Discover around noon that Amber has stolen money from my purse via a phone call to her teacher.
4. End up cleaning up yet ANOTHER avoidable mess (DH's blessed coffee cup which he left on the desk got knocked over.. It was still full) and being told basically that my *job* was to pick up after his ***.. UMMMM.. NO? You're a grown man honey.. Just because I wash your clothes, cook your food and do your dishes does NOT mean that you can be like a pig and leave your **** laying around!
5. Discover that one of Kenna's ferrets is on her way out (she is very old), but it's taking its sweet time coming about. Poor girl is convulsing, has shallow breathing and everything.
And last but not least... I have 2 diapers left and dh didnt get his paycheck tonight (which he ALWAYS gets on thursday nights).. And he cant pick it up till after 2 pm tomorrow.
So yeah, needless to say I am SO anxious for this day to END ALREADY!!! Tomorrow will be better, right? RIGHT?!?!?!
Wow am I ever wond up for it being so late at night.. Could that be from the 2 hr nap I took from 6-8? I was only spose to sleep till 7 but DH didnt come wake me up like he said he would. *sigh* I should have expected that. Ohhhhhhh well..
Today was a pretty slow day aside of DH's bug up his *** gettin all pissy cause next week is first of the month/bill week and his new game comes out next Tue and cant get it on the day it comes out.. Oh cry me a river, Ricky.
Hmmmmmmm... I can tell someone's been here in my account from this comp.. And somebody better hope it's not him..
And for the record.. I, unlike you, have nothing to hide.
I think I may have to convert to private and change my PO pswd.. Anyone who reads me regularly is more than welcome to be added.. Just let me know (when and if we get to that point.) I will know if what happened today happens again..
The double standard just occurred to me today.. Last time we fought over **** and he said he wasnt sure what he wanted to do or whatever, he took 2 ****ing months to "decide". So the other night when **** went down, he tried to make me decide then and there what I wanted to do, when I said I needed to think about it, he pressured me even more. He said that HE WAS WRONG for making me wait like that, so I should be an adult and think about things, blah blah blah.
So a couple of days ago, I said I wanted to try and work on things if ***EVERYONE*** could grow the hell up and quit the bull****. So now he says HE doesnt know what the hell we are doing, and is starting down the same road that he ****in dragged me down back from oct to dec. How is that fair that he expects me to make my mind up and make all kinds of leaps of faith and **** yet he can drag me along like a puppet?
I just dont know.. If he keeps this **** up, then I am just gonna say **** it because I am not going to sit around and wait for him to make his mind up when he coudlnt do it for me. Me and my kids will be the hell outta here and I wont look back. Kath, help me be strong, okay?