Wow... I never thought i'd be doing a journal... But considering that i really don't have one at home i decided to start one here since well it sounds like a good idea to type my thoughts on here... Oh well here we GO!
Yomi.. I'm 19... Have one darling son, Nicholas 15 months... and expecting my second May 14, 2004. I work for a Medical Software Company Medical Manager... i do survey calls. Pays good so thats great.. Well anyway my b/f is damien he's 20.. We have plans to get married on our anniversary (April 27) I just wish he'd give me the ring already! LOL Well anyway we live in this Small town you call Gainesville. I hate it up here considering that i lived in Nice SUNNY Miami. Diversity all the way... I guess the main reason why i hate it is because its soo country... Everyone basically has cows or some sort of farm animal. i remember when a rooster chased me around the yard when i was 8 months preggie with nicholas! that was crazy!
Well anyway here I am... Wishing that we move to New Jersey within the next year. We'd be closer to family and be ALOT happier.
My POST for today:
This weekend went pretty much ok.... I woke up with Nicholas on saturday since it was MIL birthday. So we basically had a lazy day. We made breakfast and had lunch watched the baseball games and had dinner and went to bed! LOL
On sunday i slept in for a bit 9 am is sleeing in for me. I got up and was SICK.. My body aches, my throat hurts! I mean i was on the couch ALL day long. no wait except for that hour that i walked to the store to get some groceries. Where nicholas threw the worst tantrum.. you could hear him from the other side of the store! In this case we had no idea what to do.. I didn't want to hit him (i don't hink he understands that yet) i couldn't just walk way. so we quickly shopped and left. He fell asleep shortly after we got home... wathced the baseball game (YESSSSSSSSSS Marlins WON WOO HOO!!!) and went to bed...
Originally Posted by Yomi502
Originally Posted by Yomi502
Well Hmm... Its October 14.... WOW.. today makes 3 years since i have lived with Damien.... but boy does it feel like FOREVER! Well anyway.. On to my report about yesterday....
October 13th, 2003.
I went to work as usual in the morning but left early! to go see the OB... I get there and they take my weight and all. I lost 2 pounds... So i realize right there oh SNAP im spotting yet again. So i get a u/s. Sure enough baby's fine heartbeat's good although doc wants to keep me on strict monitoring... So im cool with that. Since Nico's aunt wanted to take him home for the afternoon i figured i'd go home and do my hair... (something i haven't done in awhile) I figured i'd iron it straight... ended up going to the mall cause damien wanted to go to GNC for "Total Lean" pills.... the whole time im sitting there thinking to myself Do they even work... Oh well i went home had dinner and attempted to watch the Red Sox/Yankees Game... Fell asleep half way through! LOL And now yet again to get prepared for another un-eventful day...
One thing nico has been doing and im thinking of buying him pull ups but im not sure... Is that he follows you into the bathroom and sits at his potty... He lifts the seat and sits in it. waits a few moments then gets up and puts the seat down and flushes the little handle.. And mind you he is only 15 months old! I am so proud of my little man! I mean he walked early, took a cup early and everything. He is just so smart! i hope his sibling is just about the same way! LOL
I swear! i thought i'd never say this but i cannot stand my parents!!! They drive me crazy... I mean they try to control every aspect of my life even though im 19, have my own family and so forth!
It all started thanks to my mom... I call her to tell her that yes she can come see her grandson.. Who mid you is 15 months old and living 2 hours away knowing that i have NO CAR Never drove down to see her grandson in those 15 months and she miraculously wants to be a part of his life.. So anyway she sits there and says "No forget it i have more important things to do... Im moving and i have to get my things packed so i can move." So im telling her to just chill that since it is on the way down she can still stop by to see him... She refuses saying that she has more important things to do... SO we argue. She tells me that its my fault my parents split up... First of all i didn't tell you to pack the kids up when we were 14, 15. and take us to some other place so that u can "screw" (sorry for the language ladies) your new b/f! It wasn't ME who cheated on my father but you. So then she sits there and throws in my face the fact that i left with my best friend (liz) a few months back to move in with her with my son and met a guy there... I was like o HELL NO! She did not just go there, I told her straight up BIG difference i never slept with the guy to begin with, yeah he took me out to eat, and took me to the movies and all but my number 1 priority at that time was to figure out what i wanted in my life not drag my kids into the trashy life that she dragged us into... At this point she called me a ***** and whatever else came into her mind... She threatned me with coming to kick my A$$?? sorry hun not unless you know where i live... Becasue thats that she doesn't know where i live.. the kind of lifestyle she portrays is not something i want my child around of. so she kept on and on and i told her... thats ok say whatever you want... At least Damien came to his senses and got me and u know what still loves me even though i left WITH his son... So she kept ranting and raving about respect and i told her to shove it... You earn the respect u don't just get it.
I know some of might portray to be really mean but if you knew everything she did to me when I was 15.... U would totally agree... But that i shall post some other time.
My dad i don't speak to since he disowned me the day I decided to Move to gainesville with Damien. He wanted me to live with him and his g/f and i refused... if im not mistaken this took place on Fathers Day 2002.
Well thanks for letting me vent... I had to get that out! WHEW!!
It seems funny how one minute eveything could be just happy because the Marlins are going to the World Series and the next your bawling because your son is going to see sesame street and you worked so hard to get the tix to take him and now you can't cause your at work. Ahhhh.. Preggie Hormones...
Im sitting here at my desk because PEOPLE here never know what they want to do. They give me the 45's i work on them Then she says you're doing resurveys.. Ok so i start on those... Just when I have timezoned and scheduled all the calls She says You need to do the 3 week RTU's... I wanted to Kill her! Then i call mom (MIL) cause i woke up this morning in the most sobbiest mood since today is Sesame Street and i bought the tickets to take him.. I got the day show because i thought i could use the day off i mean i worked overtime last week, and BOY was it alot of it. So damien gets called to work here in the same company in the same department... No problem... Then Yesterday they told him they didn't need him anymore.. They would call him whenever they needed him again... So of course im fuming cause now he has no job... Although Suzi did call him yesterday about a Temp to Perm assignment. Which doesn't start until Monday so lucky us he has that job Coming up. So anyway i bought 4 tickets originally they were for Damien, MIL, Nico and I.... Turns out Damien's Cousins who do nothing but biatch and Complain when they watch him say they deserve to go since they watch him... I said yeah you can go if you give me 20 bucks per ticket! So anyway Im just sick of getting up so early in the morning to get to work in a place where everyone just kisses A$$.. Cause thats exactly what she does.... KISS A$$... I can't stand her... She gives me double the work load that way she can clear her calls quicker and talk to her friends on the phone. I just hate that. Well anyway now that i have Vented and feel better i shall get back to work... Thanks!
WOW! there have been 66 hits to my journal.... and thery're only 5 entries... i guess ppl find me interesting! LOL
Well anyway on to other things... My wish came true! The Marlins and Yankees are playing in the World Series... And to think Damien and I predicted that when the Playoffs started.... Well anyway Nico went and got shots yesterday... I think he got 4.... I was at work so Damien and his aunt took him in for me. Well he got home and was acting normal... At about 7:30 he took this nasty poop (sorry TMI) but im just so worried cause i got him Gatorade and all... I mean I know it wasn't a reaction to his shots nor was it the nuggets he had because he also has a fever with it.... on top of that it was about 7 dirty diapers in the matter of hmmm lets say 10 hours! it was like he was a newborn all over again.. We might end up taking him in to see the doctor today since she thinks its not from the shots just maybe that he has a tummy virus or something. So im hoping all comes out well.... I noticed that alot of ppl have made their journals private.... Which i think its weird, but oh well... everyone has their reasons... So i'll just stay mum about that... Sorry ladies. Well anyway tonight should be great... Damiens taking me out tonight.. Something we hardly ever do; mom will watch him for me (Just so you know... I call MIL mom... i've been living with her for 3 years so it makes sense) (my real mom i call mother) So i think we should have fun.. We're BIG horror movie fans so i guess we're gonna see either "House of the Dead" or "Texas Chainsaw Massacre" Whichever one is ok... And then Next week we have planned to see Scary Movie 3... Which we know should be funny since those Wayans Bros. weren't the ones who worked on that one... Part 2 just seemed to stupid.. The part with the guy getting rolled up in a blunt.. Now that was funny. I guess thats just one of those movies where u have to be either or to enjoy... LOL never tried and i doubt i ever will (too much things to do so little time). And this weekend should be interesting since the WS starts. boy will my eyes be glued! I'll take early that way i can stay up the whole game! lol well anyway Im going to go now.. I don't get on PG.org on the weekends since its considered Family Time so i will update on Monday whenever i can! Luv ya lots!!!
Now this definately boggles my mind... Why would someone in their right mind drink while they're PG?? I mean its bad isn't it? I just think its odd if someone does... Oh well its their problem not mine...
Well anyway change of plans... Were not going to the movies and i was so looking forward to it... Oh well.. I guess that mean i can do my hair today! I know i've been saying but i just haven't done it yet.. i get so tired so quickly! But tonight NO EXCEPTIONS! I will get it done! Im gonna Flat Iron it straight... And since tomorrow we are going to the mall Im gonna put on some make-up... Believe me i need it... LOL So instead im making terriyaki rice and some real good lemon peppered Steak... Something we all enjoy at home.. Spoke to Nico's Doctor.. She said to put him on the Bland diet (gatorade, rice, Applesauce, bread) which shouldn't be a problem since he loves toast and i normally eat that with Cheez Whiz for supper. So i'll monitor him as soon as i pick him up from sitters... Well anyway.. Im off for the weekend! See you ladies on Monday!!!
I did my hair!!!
Yeah i did my hair.. It actually looks nice considering that i spent and hour and a half on it. Washed my hair in the evening... Put the straightening balm in it, then put nicholas to sleep and then finished it...
Yeah so we didn't go to the movies... Instead Damien decided he wanted to go to the mall and sell old Video games! How fun! Well we get there and he starts bi*ching cause i was looking at maternity clothes... he's all like why are you even looking at clothes and why are you gonna waste money on them if your only wearing them for 5 months... im like KISS MY A$$.... So anyway i did my budget and it so turns out that after i get paid and pay my bills, and get nico what he needs... I'll have $187 for myself to do my shopping and stuff... so thats kool... Well anyway so he ended up getting 90 bucks for all the games he sold... so he could've taken me out. Did he?? NOOOO he returned to the mall the next day to get DVD's.... Ugh! Men So now he expects me to go ahead and take him to the movies... he wants me to spend 30 bucks to take him to the movies... i was like YEAH RIGHT! You don't ever take me out so there's no reason for me to take you out! He got pissed but hey its no my problem.. Maybe if he wasn't so materialistic things would be different but they're not... So anyway.. We wathed the game on saturday MARLINS won! was pretty happy about that... Sunday Nico had Grandmaitis so i left him with her most of the day in her room... It was ok i guess.. I watched Back to the Future 1 and 2... One of my fave movies.. Did laundry, ordered pizza.... and had Nico fall asleep in my arms in a matter of seconds. I watched the first half of the game... Marlins Lost.... Thats ok... We'll get them here at home! so now im a work... Had a confrontation with shetiqua... regarding the call lists... She feels she's superior since peggys not here today... She has a tendency of checking my call lists and telling peggy evrything i do... So anyway i got pissed and told her off... I told her that just because Peggy's not here it doesn't mean that she can breathe down my back about everything i do. She's not my supervisor so i don't answer to her i answer to Peggy. So anyway Kiss *** got pissed and e-mailed Peggy. So of course she's on her side . whatever i can care less... I come in work my 8 hours and go home... I don't come here to converse have a good time or goof off.... (well that was when helen was here... we had a blast working together, then she got sent home...) I come here to work. So anyway im taking mental notes cause she's been trying to get me fired lately... like last monday i had a doctor's appt and left early and had to stay home due to spotting... She went ahead and interrogated me regarding that on Friday... So i told her You wanna know ask Peggy... She never did... This last week she's been leaving 15 min earlier to lunch and coming back 15 min later... Basically taking 30 extra minutes for lunch. I can't rant about her but yet she can please! Let her try and get me i got so much crap on her she won't know what hit her! LOL well anyway im off... Lunch break is OVER!
GOSH! I hate when ppl bash to someone and then when the other person says something back to them they get all defensive and want them banned and then they get away with the bashing... I swear.. Instead of telling them to grow up why don't u take your own advice! Geez!
Well anyway yesterday was pretty uneventful... Cam in worked my hours... Went home. Had dinner and ended up getting some strong cramps... So i layed down then i played with Nico for a good hour and a half while he was in the mood to play. Watched some TV and went to bed... See pretty uneventful... Oh yeah then mom (MIL) comes up to me this morning to ask me whats up with Damien and I.... Im like everything's ok.. So she says damiens worried casue im so tired and never wanna do anything... I told her simply he does not understand how i feel Everyday... He does not know how different this preggocy is from Nico's Its so different this time around...
Brooke if ur reading this I'm on your side... I do think that 90% of fat kids are lazy and on top of that its the parents fault... They need to take responisibility for their actions, and take care of their responsibilities. I saw it first hand with my brothers! And with friends in school... Girl u keep voiceing ur opinion im right behind you!!!