Ok, here's my new journal. I feel kind of crazy for starting an online journal but just maybe it will help me to be able to write things out. You know, work things about mentally and stuff. Here's my problem. DH and I have decided to separate. Only, it's not going to happen anytime soon. Couple of reasons for this. One reason, I'm pregnant with Baby #2. How many messed up couples decide to separate when the wife is 10 wks. pregnant? Another reason is money. Oh, I'm making our story sound basic. It's not that simple though. I don't have time to write the whole saga right now. That will come in due time. I just wanted to write my first entry and get this journal set up. Honestly, I don't want to separate. Maybe, hopefully we can work things out. We've decided that the earliest we can legally separate is during the Summer of 2005. Man, I sound like a nut. I've been crying all morning. This situation is so messed up. I'll write more later.