I have often wanted to start a journal. Now, I think its a good time to start one.
Currently, I live in Hawaii with my daughter Sierra (7) , and my son Trevor (3). Oh, and we cannot forget my mom. The kids and I have been here in Hawaii for almost 3 years. Their dad (my ex) lives in New York.
There are really several reasons I have decided to start a journal. 1. My son Trevor. ( He is "special needs") 2. I am about to start the journey to Gastric Bypass Surgery.
Well, that's about all I can write as of now. I will be back later tonight after everyone's asleep.
I didn't make it back last night to post. The weekends are so hard. Come Sunday night, I am so exhausted. I did wake up around 1am though. I have a hardtime sleeping. The drs. say its Sleep Apnea. Which scares the crap out of me. I have two young children I want to see grow-up. That's when I realized I needed help to get my weight under control. Admitting that I wasn't in control of my weight was the hardest thing I had to do. I am only 33 yrs old!
Trevor gave me such a hardtime this morning. Sometimes that boy frustrates me soooooooooooooooo much!!!! I often wonder why couldn't he be like his sister?? Sierra NEVER gives me a hardtime. Don't get me wrong, I love Trevor to death!!! He is just very, very challenging. I guess I was/am spoiled with Sierra. Trevor is almost 3 1/2 and still not potty trained. He refuses to use the potty... Hopefully he will be potty trained before he gets married!!!