Well, this is my first official post on this board. I have friends over here, one really good one, but have never posted over here. I would rehash my history, but as my title says I am starting an ANEW!!! If you want my story it is a long boring blah blah blah story over on the ttcing je board. Wouldn't go there if I were you, real downer!!! But my new story is going to be one of happiness and adventure. Man can I make a story sound interesting or what?!??! No really, I just need somewhere to pour out my self so no one in my physical world has to deal or listen to it. Hope you all don't mind.
Little bit about myself. I am 40 years old, most people say they don't believe it, but you never know weather they are yanking your chain or they really think so. I love my 4 hairy ones and really really love my Chris, my dh!!! I have an amazing family that I love spending time with, I love camping, hiking, exercising, wakeboarding and anything to do with the water. I am an office manager, bookkeeper and do what ever all the bosses need done, and I live in GA, but born and raised in TN, go VOLS!!!! You will probably hear alot about the VOLS, or at least for the next 4 months anyway. That is pretty much it for me. Not too interesting but I love life, family, friends and Coronas!!! Sorry about that last one, but I really do. This is my intro and hope to see you all daily, except for the weekends, don't do weekends on the computer.
Thanks, love and peace out!!!!
Almost Friday, almost. I live for the weekends. AF is just wearing me out, I went through almost a box of super tampons yesterday. sorry if TMI. Went home last night and the power was out. Putting some new condos in down from us, figure it was from that. So we got a couple of Coronas and set out on the deck. Was so nice. I finished putting my lights up on my umbrella. It really looks nice at night. We are going to have the families over at the end of Sept, prob for Chris' bday. We have to have them on separate days, the family are very different. Not in bad ways, just different and when you put alot of people together that have nothing in common but you, it usually just is very uncomfortable. Plus in Chris' side there are kids galor. I have to keep a close eye on the kids and my dogs. My hairy ones are wonderful, but they are not too fond of kids. I think because they are so loud and they think they have to carry them everywhere. It really is not a good situation, but when I choose between and pick sides, I have to side with my hair ones. I mean they are the way they are because of us and i have a job to protect them. So whenever the family is over, I have to make sure the kids leave my hairy kids alone. Is a really big job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Especially when their parents could care less what their kids are doing. My family on the other hand have only dogs, no kids. All of our dogs get along, that is all but Cooper the new dog. He is my aunt and uncles, but he doesn't travel anyway. So for my family we can let all the dogs run and play and do not have to worry about them. It is really nice and relaxing. But I am still looking forward to everyone coming over and seeing what a great job Chris and I have done with the house.
Our Neice called last night. Her worthless husband has left her and the kids, and what is so terrible is that he left them with nothing. Closed the bank accts, and everything. What a jerk. Times like that, I look around and see what a wonderful life I have and should always be so thankful!!! She is going to talk to a lawyer today, the family are all going in and suppling the $$. We just want her away from the idot!!!!
Well, better get to work, sad but true.
Friday, what a great day!!! So far anyway!!! I went home last night, worked out and then went out on my deck, had a Corona, put on a little UB40 on and danced most of the night. Chris had a project to work on with the Scouts so he didn't get home till around 10. I am going to do that more often. Talking about free, I felt totally free. Next time though, I want Chris to be there with me. I then went to bed and slept better than I have in forever. Never woke up, just slept. I even woke up this morning feeling good. Morning and feeling good usually don't go together when you are talking about me. But I really didn't mind getting out of bed this morning. And so far the day has been pretty good.
Seems that I am surrounded by unhappy people. I mean everywhere. Is no one happy anymore?!?!?! I don't know. I feel that I am a happy person, most of the time anyway. But the people that I have around me seem that they can't even act happy. Even when I am unhappy, unless I am in tears, I try not to let people feel that unhappiness. I guess some people just can't do that. If they are unhappy, everyone should know it and in come cases feel it. I just don't get it. Now anyone that reads my je knows I have unhappy times, but that is a big reason I have this je, so I can get it out and maybe not make someone else unhappy. I don't know, I just would like to see a smiling face smile back at me. Really don't think that is too much to ask?!??!
Don't have big plans for the weekend. I don't see the lake in my near future. wha wha!!!! I am just getting the hang of this wakeboarding and now the season is pretty much over. I plan on spending alot of time on the lake next week though!!!!
Well, work becons!!!
Hope everyone has a great weekend. Love and peace out!!!
just to add, V, I am excited about you being here with me!!!
Mondays, boy do I hate Mondays!!! Just the word makes me ill!!! Kinda dragging this morning, been down with a headache all weekend. Not fun, but it is gone now, just the after effects still remain. But Iwill live, is that good news or bad, he he!!!!
Other than it being a crappy Monday Morning, things look ok. Went to one of Chris' Scout's Dedication for his Eagle Scout project. They constructed a plaque in stone in memorial to the Trail of Tears. They had the Eastern Indian National Chief there and everything. Really a touching thing.
That is pretty much it. I do feel a little bad. One of the girls on the ttcing je had a bad us last week. I pmed her and asked if they did bloodwork. I just don't believe in giving up untill the last and she replied that it was all posted on a board. I just hope I didn't make her feel any worse, but I felt that I did. I mean really, when it happened to me, everytime, I didn't want to hear, oh I went through it, I didn't want anyone to say anything. I should remember those things. I am just so sorry for her, hope she is doing ok.
Well, bosses are here, better scram!!! Have a good one!!!
Thank goodness monday is gone, gone far away!!! Today is my dad's bday. We are taking him out to eat tonight, Outback, wha hoo, pasta and crawdads here I come. Had a pretty good night last night. Went home got on my treadmill and worked out. I am in a rut again. And yes I did take the scale off the bump in the floor!! he he. But at least I am not going hungry!!! Maybe I should step up my workout, but just don't feel ready physically yet. I have an appt to go to my reg oby dr. Hopefully he will be able to figure out what those stupid drugs did to my bod?!?! but not counting on it, I don't put too much faith in drs here lately. Football in TN starts this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so excited!!! and a 3 day weekend!!!! What more can a person ask for?!?!? We are the underdogs, which is a really good thing. TN seems to have a problem with their head growing too big when the press pumps them up, then they can't play with their over sized heads. But when we are the underdogs, they almost always come through. GO VOLS!!!!!!!!!! Hopefully it will pretty too this weekend, get some much needed lake time in.
Did I tell you all that we slept on the deck Friday night. Chris got me this great lounger (spelling??), it is like 7x7 round, so Chris, me, Nick, Lacey, Pat and Smokey were all piled up on it. It was fun. Some of our neighbors played the radio till 4,but it wasn't really loud, just enough that we could hear it. All in all, really fun. Maybe next time I wouldn't be on the rag and will put a little spice into the evening, if you know what I mean. Had to add that little face, I just love him!!!
That is pretty much it, hope you all have a kickin day!!!
Hump day!!!! Almost 1/2 way through the week!!!
We went out to eat for Dad's bday, great Italian food!!! My favorite!!!
Not wanting to be here, I need to take a couple days off. I am hoping that a 3 day weekend will settle me down. Just taking 1 day off around here is like taking multiple days, you always come back to crap people have left and put off on you.
Other than that, not much going on, same ol same ol. Boring I know.
Better get to work, check writting day.
Kerry, I love reading about your and the boys life!!!!
Love and peace out!!!!
One more day till we have the big 3 days off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Went to bed early last night. I wish I hadn't now. I dreamed and dreamed. One dream was about me telling my parents that we were pg with a little girl. People, such as my parents always say, oh as long as we have you. But if you ever get to tell them that they are going to be Grandparents, you will never forget their reaction, never. So when they tell you that crap, well at least we have you, well, that is just to make you feel better!!! Don't get me wrong, I know they are thankful to have me, but I know their longing of having a grandchild too. Then I dreamed that our little girl was coming home from the hospital. I never saw her, we were just so happy that we were able to bring her home. It was like a movie that I was just seeing parts of. I hate dreams!!!!!!!!!!! I wish they would leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Other than trying to get that crap out of my head, I am excited about having 3 days off. I feel like I am going on vacation!!!! Happy times!!!!
Oh and I know that I have mentioned it is Football time in TN!!!! I just had to wear Orange today. Just to get the season started!!!! Wha hoo!!!!
Well, pretty much it for me.
Love you all and peace out!!!
V, glad you are feeling better girl!!!!
Friday, finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so excited, I can see Lake time in my future, but the weather is turning cooler, I hate that, I am such a hot weather person. Anything under 80 is too cool to me!!!! Going out to eat with some friends tonight, house, yard work and Football tomorrow, Lake time Sun, and Chris' side of the family cookout Mon. I love weekends that are packed with fun, family, friends, and of course TN Football!!!!!!!!!!!
Some major crap went down in the office yesterday afternoon. Thank goodness, nothing to do with me directly. But 2 of the bosses are scurring around here and of course, I am getting hit with the brunt of the work, which sucks, I mean it is Friday people!!!!
I bought some throw away cameras this week. Going to start taking more pics. We have a very expensive digital, but Chris has it most of the time, the cards are always full and I never see any printed pics from it. So I am taking matters into my own hands and going to start getting pics on our fun weekends. I want my new house to be covered in smiling faces of friends and family. I have never been a good pic taker, most people that see me in pics say, is that really you. I never take a good pic. Not that I am beautiful or anything close, but I just take horible pics. But they do say pics don't lie. Oh well.
Started putting a notebook of things that we want in the new house together. I have a feeling that we will go way over budget, but hey, this is the house I plan on dying in!!!! I am going to refuse to do with anything less than exactly what we want!!!!
Nick went out last night, and came back in rolling. I don't know what he found, but he smelled like something that had died, but pooped on itself before hand. I was chasing him through the house screaming, which made him run faster and gagging. I have never smelled a smell worse than this before in my life. Oh my gosh. Chris had to give him a bath, for I was throwing up by just smelling him and I cleaned the carpet. Oh my gosh, that was a bad one. This morning when he went out, he didn't even go to the end of the walk to pee. I guess I scared him too bad that he was afraid to go back into the yard. Poor baby!!!
Well, pretty much it for my daily rambling.
Hope you all have a wonderful long weekend.
And I just have to add, WHA HOO, Katy!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so happy for ya!!!
Oh my goodness, I am trying so hard to get myself going this morning. I just can't get myself into gear. I DO NOT WANT TO BE HERE!!!!! We were so busy this weekend, I really didn't have any time to breath. But that is a good thing!!! Good thing that happened too, VOLS won!!!! That is a very good thing, bad thing, Steve Irwin died. What a downer. I didn't even know it till my bro told me yesterday. I just feel so crappy for his family. It is amazing on how much you feel that you know someone that you have never met. I just hope his family knows just how much good he did in his short 44 years. He was an amazing man and needs to be held in nothing but the highest regards!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have a appt with my gyno Thursday. Other than that, nothing else happening. I am going to the ballgame Sat though. Party time!!!! Oh an I did drop a few more lbs. I only have 5 more to get where I want to be. Funny though, how when you get older, you body changes so much. Like 10 years ago, if weighed this much, I would have looked like a whale, but it doesn't look so bad right now. I am toned and really don't look that bad at this weight. I just like being a weight that I can go out on special occassions and not worry about eating too much. Right now, I can over eat and you can tell the difference. I am going to try and keep a check on this weight thingy. We shall see. Funny though, no one has even noticed my weight loss, guess I hid it pretty well. Or maybe I don't look as good as I thought I did. Don't get me wrong, I don't think I am any beauty queen, but I look alot better than I did a few weeks ago.
Well, am through rambling.
V, so glad you are feeling better. I know so well how this crap can get to ya. Stay strong girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tammy, I am sending you bfp vibes all week!!!
Got to fly.
Love and peace out!!!
Hump day and it is not starting out very well. My boss I guess had a bad night at home and decided the only place where he has any authority is here and I am being the target. I just really hate when people do that to me. I really hope that I never do that to anyone!!!!! Nothing like being picked on when you haven't done anything wrong.
Ok sorry bout that, just had to vent a little.
Went to my riding class last night, and no class. No one called or anything. So 60 miles down the drain. Oh well, guess they thought we knew, a couple of the kids and me showed. Maybe they weren't there last week either, forgot to ask them, but oh well. I then went to Sam's and picked up a bottle of Mangosteen. Have any of you heard of this. I was watching an infomerical the other night. They were talking about it. Sounded like a good thing so I am going to try it. Looks really gross, smells gross, but the taste is really not that bad. You get 32 oz bottle for $17 and you drink an oz a day. I will tell you in a mo weather it works or not. Just suppose to give you a boost and give your immune system a kick. I will let you know.
Other than that, pretty boring!!!
V, thinking of you on your mom's day!!!!
Sparklemomma, hope you hear from them.
Nicky, hope you get some good excitment!!!
Love and peace out!!!!