Hiya! this is my first entry so im not too sure what to put but i'll write a bit about me to start with!
Well im 15, and I gave birth to a 6lb 2 baby girl called Bethan on the 17th of April, im no longer with her dad, although he does want to get back together, but i'll write more about him in time! I live with my mum, step dad (they have been living together for 2 years) and I have a step sister Kyra whos 10, her mum was seen to be unfit to look after Kyra because of drug problems so Kyra has lived with us for 2 yrs, so i count her as my real sister, just like i do her brother, but hes moved back to his mums to give her support then hes moving to his friends, but this means Bethan will get her own room which is good for me, so i don't have to share. I also have another half brother who i dont see much because hes older and lives quite a bit away, but we stay in contact.
I still go to school, I recently sat standard grades in school (I'm from Scotland by the way) and I hope to go on to do well in my highers which I've started to sit, I do know my work wont be asd good as it would be if I didn't have Bethan but like I say to most ppl who say that, some sacrifices are worth it!
Bethans Dad is 17 right now, will be 18 in October, he hasn't had much of a life with Bethan, he left me when I was pregnant, then came back for a while, left and then phoned when he knew Bethan was born and I was out of hospital - he stuck around for 3 weeks and left to be with his new girlfriend and finally hes back again and wants to get back together, but my mum isn't to keen on the idea and after all thats happened I am now beginning to wonder if it is such a good idea for me and Bethan.
There's more information on my site all about my pregnancy - family - and other stuff, theres a few pictures too - I don't know if you can post links, il do it anyway but sorry if its not allowed, http://groups.msn.com/babybethan
Hiya, morning every1!
I'm not going to school today because Bethan kept me up most of last night, so im abs knackered! I put her down at 10ish, she was up at half 11 and then I put her down for 12, but she insisted that I would feed her at 2ish, so that took some time, she woke me again at 5 and then 7 she got me up nice and early! I considered having an extra lie in when she was sitting happily in her car seat but then I thought I should take advantage of the day off - so I had a shower and got to do my hair without disruptions (not dun that in ages!) so I look reasonable today lol. I really have to go into town and get sum baby supplies and I wanna get myself this nice top out of river island but I guess I'll have to see how much money I have left for that!. So im away to finish getting ready and i'lll maybe talk to you later on, byeee -x-x-x-
Hiya people, sorry I haven't written in a while a lot of ppl on my site commented on it so i guess i should.
The reason i haven't written much is bcos I havent been having such a wonderful time lol.
Me and Bethans dad have been having a bit of a argument you could say over Bethan, he is so unreliable and I already knew that but he has come back into our life and he says he wants to be a gd dad, so I arrange that on Saturday he can have her for a little while, aslong as I can be there, so I get up bright and early Saturday morning after practically no sleep, to be faced with a phone call, 15mins b4 i head out saying that he has to go to the dentist with his gf, even tho hes asked me back out! so I got so annoyed and ended up in tears, so then my mum found out and wasnt best pleased, especially when she found out I said he could have another chance, I arranged Sunday, but this time he just didnt turn up or call at all, he was meant to be there at 11, I got a text at 2 saying he was sorry he had just slept in and didnt see the point in bothering, so if he just "cant be bothered" with his daughter, then I just cant "be bothered" with him!
Then Tuesday, me and my mum had a bust up, I have no idea why, we just seemed to reach the end, me because of lack of sleep and mum because of the stress of everything.
Ive asked if my mum will babysit Bethan on Thursday for me because its my mates birthday and they are having a sleepover with vids and stuff, so shes agreed aslong as I come home early on friday in a fit state to take Bethan down town and get the shopping for the week, which Ive agreed to. I think i might end up taking Bethan to my mates for most of the time anyway because my mates are obsessed with her!
anyway sorry that wasnt much of a happy entry, see you all soon Love and Hugs Jen + Bubby Bethan xxx
hiya ppl, again sorry for not writting, things arent getting better and i dunnno what to do, i just constantly cry and i dont like any1 knowing but i needed to get it out so i thought id do it on here! so sorry for whoever reads thing from my site or any1 here!
well Bethans dad and me are still having problems, we arranged he could have Bethan, so he took her, and brought her back practically naked cos it was hot, but he didnt have anything protecting her from the sun - i was furious! so we had a full blown argument in the street - again! lol