Still seeing the loss on the scale, which means yay it's a loss! Exercised today for 30 minutes I didn't want to it took me until 3pm to get up the energy to do it, but I did it!! And as I knew I would I feel so much better for it. I'm really struggling with energy today, am on my 2nd yes, SECOND af in the last couple of weeks, so no wonder right? lol
More later, son wants to get on puter & I gotta get in the shower I STINK!
Cute husband and I went n' saw the new James Bond movie tonight, the lines for Twilight were insane! The movie was pretty good, I didn't have any soda, no popcorn no nothing! We got some chinese curry on our way home and I only ate a small bit. I'm so proud of myself for avoiding all of the junk! I normally just dig in & then feel guilty later ~ I'm really starting to get good at this! That sounds really cocky doesn't it? lol Oh well, it's not meant to be but I'm trying to give myself credit when I do something good ~ I normally talk so down about myself, and negativey and I'm really trying to change that. It feels weird & awkward sometimes, hopefully that will pass soon lol And until then I'll just keep pushing past that feeling. I can see the change it's making in my life, and it's wonderful!
I've been really crampy with this af, I counted and there was only 6 days from my first full 6 day af, and I'm not on day 3 of my 2nd af. Holy cow that's nuts ~ I think I may be a bit anemic which is why I'm feeling low on energy, as I'm eating well, drinking my water & exercising regularly so I know it's not b/c I'm not caring for myself. I may try and get some Floradix tomorrow to help with it, it's amazing how good that stuff is when you need it.
I've been sick for the last few days, bleh! Still doing good on the weight loss. I was under 220 which was awesome but I'm up just a bit, .5lbs so I hit 220 again ~ not worried about it though b/c I know it'll come off when I can handle drinking a lot of water again.
Well, after being off track for a few days ~ still being good but not as good as I know I can be. I'm back & doing well, am excited to see if there will be a change on the scale tomorrow morning. I'm at work & chugging down the last of my water, it's giving me killer hearburn though lol I didn't eat a whole lot today, I had to get four, yes FOUR (ugh!!) fillings today so my mouth is really sore.
I swear someone was out to get me this afternoon though, I kept hitting the magnet on my treadmil which would make it turn off, I had to restart three dang times! I got in my 30+ minutes though, but by the 3rd time I was ready to hit the stupid thing lol
Today has been awesome!! It had the potential to be really stressful but I turned it around & over all I had a great day. I exercised HARD for 65 minutes, it felt SO good to acomplish that it's been awhile since I've done cardio for that long. I had wanted to get some weights in but didn't have time, needed to get ready for work. Eating wise today has been awesome, same with water. Over all I'm feeling really good
I stepped on the scale yesterday & saw a loss, but wasn't going to count it until today should I still weigh the same & much to my excitment, I did!!! 218 and holding!!! I'll be under 200lbs before I know, I'm so DAMN excited it's not even funny. By summer of 09' I'll be SO CLOSE to my goal weight, it just kills me I get so excited about it when I think about it. To be in a sz 6 again!?? aahhh! SO exciting!!
I think it's probably time for some pictures too, I took a few when I was doing this prior to getting pg with Belle ~ once I hit 206 again my pictures will be "new" updated ones. Can't wait to get there.
I'm asking cute husband for a weights set for Christmas, I'm not sure whether to laugh at myself or get excited ~ or perhaps a bit of both lol