I have decided to take another stab at his journal thing. I started one last year and thought about making it private, but I noticed once I made it private, I rarely typed in it let alone read it......so with that being said, I deleted it all together and am starting over.
My name is Tara. I am married to Chris. We have two beautiful children together...Paris and Wyatt. Paris is 6 while Wyatt will turn 5 months tomorrow. Chris and I are both in the Navy currently stationed in the Norfolk area.
I am getting out of the Navy in Septemebr and am scared out of my mind about NOT finding another job. I have to have a job as soon as possible otherwise we won't be able to survive. Don't get me wrong, we don't have that big of a financial problem, but if I were to not work then we wouldn't have the same lifestyle we are use to.
Currently, I am battling a weight issue. I know that it is all due to my laziness (shhhhhh). I am in complete denail about his and because of that I am not working out or eating properly to even remotely help me get over it. I know that I need to loose a good 40 pounds to get to the "ideal" weight for a girl 5'0" but I just hate to do all the food prep. I can dot he exercise part and once I start on the exercise part it is easy for me to continue ti....but the hard part is getting started.....
Ok, more next time.
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Today has been a great day. We did not have tee ball practice b/c it was/is raining off and on today. We did however get the kids pictures taken and they turned out so beautiful and wonderful. I am so blessed to have two beautiful children. Wyatt smiled so nicely and Paris is just so photogenic.
We did a bit of shopping after pics and are now home. I am just goofing off and might do some digital scrapbooking here in a bit.
Well AF is 7 days late. I KNOW I am not pg but it does make a mind wonder and think. I am attributing her being late to me being stress. I don't feel stress but that is the only thing I can think of.
I am thinking about going to go to the doctor to talk about getting back on Wellbutrin. It will help w/ my slight depression and I am hoping it will help w/ my limbido. Who knows though. I took it in 2002 but got off of it after 6 months b/c I was too nervous to get seriously hooked on it. But when I was on it ... it did help.
I also need to talk to the doctor about my migranes. I get the worse migranes from the lights at work. To the point, that I get dizzy. It is starting to get me a bit nervous.
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I have my appointment tomorrow at 1000. That is the first step.
I went to lunch with DH today. Told him about tomorrow. He is being very supportive. He told me he is proud that I am willing to get help before it gets to deep into the situation.
Well I just got back from the doc. I have Zolmitriptan for my Migranes, Valium for my shoulder (he said I have a pinched nerve), and Wellbutrin XL again. I am looking forward to taking these pills..maybe I'll start feeling better soon.
I am so proud of you for going in. Know that I miss you and I love you so much. I am so sorry I am so busy all the time. I can't even seem to get 5 min to post on my birth board anymore let alone having time to email and call anyone. Kiss the kids for me. I miss you Shorty!!
CJ~12yrs, Madilynn~10yrs, Gracie~5yrs and Brent~4yrs.
So I work w/ this girl her name is J. She is just annoying as all can be. I really can not stand to work around her. She is trying to go back to her old shop b/c she says there is too much drama in our office. Well, well, well while she was on matrinity leave there was no drama w/in the shop and now that she is back...there is drama.
13 years ago today I lost her. I tried not to think about it today but it just doesn't always happen that way.
I remember her smell as if she was still here. She use to wear Taboo. Every now and then I will see it in the stores and smell it just so I can be close to her.
I look at Paris and I see my mother. She is beautiful.
I just wish she was here to see that she raised me right.
I just got back from vacation. I twas refreshing but I was ready to return back to normalcy.
My FIL turned 50 and it was fun! We had a great time.
I went to a special party and bought a lot of new toys for DH and I to try. Can't wait.
Wyatt is cutting his teeth. He has two that have popped through and two more trying. Poor Lil man he is having such a hard time.
I was able to get my hair and nails done. I feel pretty now.