my daughters father is laying on his death bed as i write this. its kind of a long stry that ill tell in time. Its late and i have lost all my energies at this point. he has suffered from ALS since 2003. i waas expecting to see him go....but not like this... not right now. i cant even get up their to say good bye! im so lost right now. i cant imagine my life with out him. he is my bestfriend. what do i tell our daughter? he never changed his will so i doubt ill get even a picture. for the first time in my life im clueless.....stunned. i cant stand the hurt. i dont know if i can live thru this.
he passed dec. 11th, 2006. i didnt know people can hurt the way they do whe they lose somebody nd still somehow manage to live day after day. some days are ok....and others are just awefull.......they just hurt so bad and i just want it to stop.